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2010-04-30T21:02:00.000-07:00

neyy. i was wrong about the sentence that bf wrote on his shoutout at FB. =)
bf cume nak kene kan this one girl. haha. SENSITIVE EH RIZUANA. ahaha. =)
Lumrah ape kan.
So yaa.. Bf explain everything to me early in e next morning. =)
mY HEART go Ula-la-laaa! hehe.

k k random eh update eh. nothing much la..
thats all i guess. =)

2010-04-27T22:08:00.000-07:00

Downtrodden.

"All i want is for one gal to prove to me that they're not all the same...." His status 23 hours ago.

Damn. Im freakin sad. Down. My heart go Duk Duk Duk when i read that.
Its not fair. All those things happen was past.
Now i am so in love with him. I am so so into him. I'll do whatever for him. I just can't bear to live without him.

He should now believe me & forget the past. He should by now had found the gal that prove they're not all the same. and thats should be me. 3 yrs had past us. Can't he see that Im really in love with him..? that i love him for who is he...not for what he is.. not for what he have.. huh??

I promise I will be a good girlfriend to him.. soon A great wife to him.. & then A perfect Mom to his childrens. insyaAllah.

Arrrghh!!
I want to be different from others! Its sucks to be the same with all.
I just cudnt accept the fact.
Cause for me, He is ONE in a MILLION. He is the ONE for me. He is ONE & ONLY man that i love so much!!

He can't do this to me.. He cannot.
He cannot.

2010-04-24T16:20:00.000-07:00

OUCH!

The truth reveal.
Baby already know the truth. The truth that ive been keeping silently for about almost 3 and the half years.
Whatever it is sweetheart, that was past. Now, forever and thereafter i will always love you with all my heart. I will never leave you. and I hope you wont leave me too.

I love you so so much!! Believe me.. Everything happens for reasons.
U remember last 3 yrs u said "biarkah perasaan cinta itu datang dengan sendrinya.."remember?
I hold on to that sentence. till my heart fallen for you.
U are the one. U are MY one. U are ONE in a million.

Sayang, percayailah akan cinta ku pade mu ini amat mulia dan suci.. Hanye engkau yang bertaktah dihati ini.. Hingga ke akhir hayat cinta kita akan menyala membara.
Semoga kita kekal bersama bercinta hingga ke jinjang pelamin, ke anak, ke cucu , ke akhir hayat dan juga selepasnya...

I LOVE YOU!!!

23.04.10

2010-04-17T00:12:00.000-07:00

Damn. Im feeling down. I chat with my hairdresser classmate just now.
She will finish the contract this july. How time flies....
How i wish i did not quit the job at the 1st place. Kalau tak sekarang da jadi Hairstylist! Hairstylist?!?! WOW!
What a dream! Im so sad. I wonder why i like to do things half way....
Ya.... in my life, i do almost everything, half way... WHATTHEHELL. What is happening to me...?

My secondary school classmates, some of them got promoted to higher nitec. oh again!
How i wish i i cud take the chance to choose to go to ITE and learn. I guess ill be at the same boat with my classmates too. DAMN!! I waste 2 years in my life. 2 years just flies......~~

Now?? im rotting at home with no work! Im not working! Believe that? KILL ME!!
WORK SUCKS! i wish to go back to school. damn...!!!!!
Why i choose this road??

Why cant I lead the same life like my friends do...? They are happily studying at school...
Happily graduated from Hairstyling course.. Happily got promoted to higher nitec....
Without thinking or worrying about MONEY! OH DAMN.. MONEY SUCKS!!!!!!!!

With Normal level certificate... What can i do..? yes im choosy.. choosy about job.
Actually i dunoe what kind of job that i really want now. stupid me. So stupid.
What shud i do with no job..... WIth no money.. WIth no life..
fuck me! urgh!!

HOW I WISH I CUD TURN BACK TIME...
I want my secondary school life back!! and i promise ill study hard! Ill get perfectly good results! Ill go to ITE. then to Higher Nitec! then to Poly! then to Uni!! I just want to study forever...! I DOWAN TO WORK!! please please please........ give me back my old life! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!

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time to wake up. Im nineteen years old. Old enuff to think. to do what is right. I hve to find a job.
Help my parents... Help my parents... Help my parents... Oh Allah.. Berikan lah pertunjuk mu... berikanlah aku perkerjaan.. yang aku boleh buat.. Aku nak tolong mak dan abah aku. tolong laa Ya Allah. Ampunilah aku...........

2010-04-16T16:20:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, We, the whole Family went to Grandlink. Karaoke. haha.
Except abg cah's family la.
kecohrable. All of us had fun. We started at 11:09pm. Finished at 2:09am
Mak & Abah happening nyanyi lagu dulu2.
Baby standard with his rock songs. abgcik pun. aBG ari, lagu indon jugak! Kak ina with high pitch song. me? relek je. haha.
Happy happy happy! We will return SOON! haha. =)

I cant wait feer Wild WIld Wet! We plan to go on Vesak Day. 28th May. YEAH!!

Aright nothing more to update. nga pms . malas nk update. hahah. Kk see u!

2010-04-08T23:59:00.000-07:00

Hi!! Today i wanna tell you about the Ghost story, in malay. =)

Ketika kami sekeluarga sampai di pit 2B, kan ade pondok.. Pondok tu tak berlampu. Gelap gelita.
Harapkan pole lampu yg kat pathway tu. Gelap gelap jugak, tapi semua maseh maintain duduk kat pondok tu. Sampai satu mase tu, saye sedang dokong Danish. Dia asyik pandang ke atas pokok besar yg berdekatan dengan pondok tu. Saye pusing ke sane, ke sini tetap die pandang pokok tu. Sampai saye letak tangan saye kat muke die baru die stop tgk. Lepas tu... Die pelok saye punye lah kuat!! tak perna Danish peluk saye macam tu skali. aniway Danish Aqil, anak sedara saya berumur 1 tahun 7 bulan. So ya.. saye pass Danish pade emak saye yang sedang duduk di bawah.. Pun, Danish pelok mak sekuat2nye...
Hmmm.. pade mase tu saye da tak sedap hati.. Saye suruh semua org beralih kat Pondok yg dekat ngan pit 5b, malangnye semua buat bodoh.

Dalam jam 12 pagi, akhirnya kite berangkat ke Pondok pit 5B. Pondok tu ade lampu...
.... Siap sane sini. semuannya kelihatan Okay. Kami semua tidur dalam jam 4pagi...
Skali, kol 6-7 pagi RIBOT taufan nye la kuatt... Tak pena ku rase cam gitu. Laen mcm je tuu.. Hmmm.....

Tup tup! da malam... Ingatkan kite semua nak balek, on monday malam.
Skali da kol 12 pagi pun semua maseh lek2 gitu. haha.
ni la masenye....~~ Pekara2 yang aneh berlaku.....~~

Mase monday malam tuu.. Genap kol 7 malam, kan lampu2 semua On. Skali dlm 10 min gitu, lampu pole2 yg kat pathway tuu semuanye off!! jeng jeng. Bayangkan... GELAp!! harapkan lampu pit je. pergh! Tu da satu makne tuu... pun tetap kite maseh happening...

Then semakin malam... semua semakin ngantok.. Ramai yg tidur, den bangun, den tidur. Except me , mak and baby.

1st kisah, Abang Cik tidur berdekatan dengan pit. Betol2 kat pathway tu. Saye bentangkan tika kat situ. So abgCikk tidur la situ. Dengan tidak perasannye.. Abgcik dikelilingi BUnge.. bunge putih. I dunoe whats the na,e of the flower. Plus, kate Abah, Abah bareng kat sblah abg cik tu, Terase air jatuh2 dari pokok. FYI, atas abgcik tidur tu dikepong dgn pokok besar. ;)

Rase tk sedap hati... Kite pun pack2 barangg. nak balek ..
2nd Kisah, saye nk tutup tent, tent tu terletak dekat ngan pondok. Saye ckp ngan baby utk tutup tent tu. Beh baby penat. baby kate angkat la ape yg patot dulu. nanti baru tutup. So saye angkat la Tuala putih yg tersidai kat atas tent tu.. saye letak di jemuran yg kite sediakan kat di other side. den i walk off, duduk balek kat pit. Maen bingo..

blahblahblah. Saye pun pujuk la baby utk ttutup tent, so nanti lau nak balek tak kelam kabut. Saye menuju ku laut, pasal baby kat situ tgh tgk pancing. Bbay setuju utuk kemas tent tu.. So kite pun patah alek ke pondok. Terperanjat saye bile saye nampak di jemuran tu takde tuala putih. saye ingatkan kak Wedok da simpan. So saye buat bodo la...

Bila saya sampai jee di tent, alangkah terperanjatnye bila saye nampak Tuala putih tersidai di atas tent di position yang same.. WOW! Dengan cepat saye angkat tuala tu dan sidai balek. Dengan tk sempat nak pikir yng bukan2, Baby dan saye pun angkat tent tu ke pathway, buang air dlm tent tuu... den lipat. Mase saye tengah buang air dlm tent tu, skali imbas, saye tgk di pondok, dimana Abg Ari sedang tidur, saye tenampak bayangan hitam...
Saye buat bodo je.. Buat tk tau..
Lepas je kite abes kerjekan tent tu, Saye dan baby terus ke pit. Sampai di pit, Kak wedok tanye kite due.. Tadi Kak Ina ade tolong kite due tak buat tent tu....

3rd Kisah, Kite dengan yakin ckp, Kak Ina tk tolong kite. Hanye saye dan baby je buat tent tu..
Sedangkan Kak ina sedang bareng tidur disblah Abgcik.
Kak wedok terperanjat... Kerna kata Kak wedok. Kak wedok nampak Kak ina sedang tolong kite buang air di dlm tent tuu.. Kak Wedok nampak belakang "Kak Ina" aje. "kak Ina"in between Baby and me. Which means, "Kak ina" pandang ke arah both of us la gitu. WOW! ....... Lagipun kate Kak wedok, "Kak Ina"tolong kejap je, stakat kebas2 tent pastu "Kak Ina"jalan ke arah pit. Kak wedok nampak "Kak Ina"jalan..

Sampai Kak Ina bangun, Kite semua tanye Kak Ina die ade tolong kite tak tadi.. Dengan yakinnye Kak Ina kate tidak. Pasal kak ina takkan buat keje halfway. Plus kak ina tak perna tahu nak buat pape pasal tent. Jeng jeng jeng................
So siapa kah yang Kak wedok nampakk??

Stelah kejadian tu semua berlaku..Kite semua maseh leh rilek lagi.. Maen bingo..
Sampai mase, saye tk tahn nk ke toilet. Ramai2 teman saye.. Bila kits sampai je di pit, Abah dan Baby kate,

4th Kisah, mereka terdengar tepukkan dua kali dari laut. Mereka bergegas menuju ke laut utk carik bunyi tepukkan tu.. jeng jeng.....
Siapa yang tepuk di laut??

Terussss.... Kite dengan lincah pack barang.... Kemas2....Bila tengah kemas tu... saye nampak tuala putih yg saye jemur kat jemuran tuu.. Hati tk sedap. saye tanye baby, die ade nampak tk saye letak tuala tu kat jemuran yg mase mule2 saye angkat dari tent tu.. baby kate baby nampak.. So maknenye tu bukan hayalan saye.. Ianye kenyataan.
Siapa yang letak tuala putih tu balek kat tent????

Saye tanye pade semua keluarga. semua kate tak letak. Siapa ygpandai sngt malam2 nk letak tuala atas tent? kan da takde matahari utk keringkan...? hmmmmm.........

Terus kite beredar dari pondok tu.... Setngah jalan, saye ceritekan mak saye pasal tuala tu.. Terus mak saye suruh buang tuala tu.. Boom! saye campak tuala tuu.

Naek lorry.... BALEK.. sampai rumah kol 3pagi. hmmmmmmmm....

Aneh.. Pelik... Misteri... Biarlah semua nye menjadi rahsia MOMOK! =)

Great exprience. ni baru kate adventure. haha. =)
Tanak lagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

2010-04-07T22:12:00.000-07:00

Hello Loves! (: Im here again..
I want to update about my Family gathering on Last Sat/Sun/Monday. (:
We already booked the pit at ECP weeks before. Pit 2B & 5B. Long story why we choose diff pit. Let it be a secret. hehe.

We reached ECP on Saturday(03-04-10) at 3pm.
Its raining btw. a bit cockup laah. But overall, everything & everyone was fine. :)
We get the pondok! Near to our pit. We put our things at the pondok, and quickly run to our pit and prepare everything for the party. Uh-huh! Party!! Forget to mention. This Party is for Abah, Abgcik & my niece, Nurul. March Babies. (:

It started to rain again when we were busy barbequing and preparing for everything.
RUN RUN to the hut! haha The men still hapilly sitting at the bench pit. lol. (:
blah blah blah blah.....~~

At about Nine pm, We sang a Happy Birthday song to the Three March Babies! =)
Allah selamat kan kamu bertiga,
Allah selamat kan kamu bertiga,
Allah selamat kan Abah, Abang Cik & Nurul,
Allah selamat kan kamu bertiga!! =)
Amin.

Nurul & AbgCik kena sabo from us. Hahah. nehh. Small Saboing.
Just a plain water and those snow spray. hehe.
Everything went smoothly, only abgcik.. His camera wet! awww.
=p

"I wanna wish Abah a happy super 54th Brithday!
a Happy fantastic 25th Birthday to Abang Cik!
and a Happy lovely sweet 14th Birthday to Nurul!
May you always succeed in life,
panjang umur & dimurahkan rezeki.
Always disayangi oleh US, ur family.
And May Allah bless this three march babies with happiness!" =)

Okay, end of cutting cake. wuu talking about cake, the cake is super delicious. I love it!
heh. okay back to the story, after the ceromany, We slacked at pondok. the pondok was very dark. no lights on. a bit eeri, but still okay la.
haha.

Okay okay pun, end up about 12am we shift to pit 5b pondok. hahah.
Packup things and quickly move there.
tu pondok ade lampu. ;)
Blah blah blah blah.........

All of us sleep at 4am, if im not wrong.
skali............... kol 7am, RIBOT taufannn melanda! very sejuuk! ANgin kuat gilerr! kuat biol nye! haha. all of us wake up.. tick tock tick tock. Breakfast. ticktockticktock. all of us terjunn at the sea! The weather was so perfect! gerimis mengundang, tak panas. berangin. BEST abes! =)

Time flies super fast! at 6pm we went to the toilet and bath.
Tadaaa! The sun already set. We continue barbequing.. Eat & eat & eat.

at 3am (monday), we went offf~ GO HOME!! haaha. something happen. =)
And everyone was scared. haha.
Ill continue my story tmr okay? GHOST STORY!! haha. alright, guess tats all fer today.
Neh, pictures speaks a thousands words.
I din took much pics, coz im holding abah's vedio cam all the time. =)
so ya, ENJOY!

Preparing the food. then, eat the food! hehe

Mak And Abah/ KakWedok,Dini&Kak Ina. =) Lepaking. =))

AbgCah,Abgcik& bf busy watching Football .. =)
KakIna,Dini,Nurul pose! peace!!

Delicious Cake! Happy Birthday Abah, Abgcik & Nurul!!

Last but not least, My naughty naughty niece & nephew. =)

2010-03-30T22:50:00.000-07:00

Hi again, (: What a boring Tuesday. Slacking at home. Doing nothing. Sleep & eat all the time.
Like dearest said; "enjoing life eh uu?"haha. Yeah, slagi leh enjoy, enjoy laa. :)
Talking about dearest, i feel like updating about him. hehe. May i? .... ....
Thank you!

It wasnt too late to update about my Baby's birthday & anniversarry., i guess. heh.

Happy 38th Birthday to my dear darling boyfriend!
Semoge dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.
Semoga senantiase bahagia disamping i.. hehe. & Jangan laah selalu marah2 i okay baby? =p

& Happy 3 years Anniversary to US! Time flies so fast. Alhamdulilaah.. Syukur pade Allah.
Perhubungan kite kekal hingge hari ini. Semoga kite kekal hingga ke jinjang pelamin, ke anak, ke cucu, ke akhir hayat dan selepas itu. InsyaAllah. Amin.
I love you so much my dear. & I miss you every single breath i take.
Hope that u will never stop loving me. okay? muaah!

So ya, We celebrated our Anniversary and Baby's bdae on 28th Dec 2009.
We went to PizzaHut at Marina Sq, then to Clarke quay. Chillin.
I bought a CalvinClein Perfume for him.. And some other small things. =)
Baby bought a necklace, from GoldHeart for our anniversary, present. heh.
the Necklace is gorgeous! Love it so much. I had a fantastic night with baby on tat day!
Thanks for everythingg sayang!

Okay, guess thats it.
Take care peeps! :)

I will always love youu,

I will always stay true.
There's no one who loves you
like i do..
This i promise..

2010-03-27T17:58:00.000-07:00

Happy Saturday peeps! (:
Went out with bf. Spending time happily romantic together.
Ive reached hm at 5pm. Early? He will be going to Hongkah CC , jamming session at 6pm. Lazy to follow. =x too far! check2 kene balek sendri je la kanz. =p

So ya, bbie sent me hm. after seeing me safely reached at the 2nd floor, he then gave me a flying kiss and went off. & stupid things happen sometimes. I din bring my key. My Mommy locked both the door and gate. Argh!
i called Mommy several times, she picked up the phone but she cant hear my voice. damn it! my cellphone spoilt! And again, shit happens. GRRR! KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK. no one open the door. about 5-10 mins later. an idea came out from my tiny brain. I decided to slide the window and streach my hand in, to unlock the door. -_-''
Tadaah! Assalamualaikum.
Everyone asleep. Except Mommy, still holding the house phone trying to call me. haha.

Freshen up. Swtich on notebook. Relaxing at my Parents bed.
Jeng jeng!! Something makes my bloood boiling so so hotly!
My lovely sister-in-law. :)

The story goes; She has been wearing my jeans for years. Blue Jeans that she took, or a nicer word; stole, from me few years back. & for Allah sake, i gave in, and halalkan watever she stole from me. & guess what? That jeans was inside my Mommy's room. I told Mom tat, tat jeans belongs to her. not mine. & my Mom said tat, she already asked my sis in law about it, but she said, its not hers. WTF?? What is she trying to do? New game? Fuck it. I am so angry. I just cant wait for her to wake up from her lovely dream, & i wanna ask her about the jeans. Damn damn! Really. she's on my nerve!

Oh Abang, because of you, because of you abang, i keep everything inside me.
Shes fckin damn IBLIS.
Believe me, One fine day u'll noe who really is ur Lovely Wife. =)
Everyone around you already knew, left u!
May Allah open up your eyes & heart., soon. amin.

Oh Allah, Ampuni la dosa2 ku.. maaf kan ku kerna ku luahkan perasaan ku bergini.
Tak tahan rasenye untuk pendam akan semua kejahatan yang Kakak ipar ku lakukan.
Ampunilah dosa2 kakak ipar ku ya Allah. Bukak kan pintu hatinye, semoge die pergi ke jalan yang lurus. Maafkan semua kesilapan nye.
Amin.

& not forgetting, Happy 14th Birthday to my niece, Nurul Atiqah.
May all ur wishes comes true!
ly!

K im going off.
utk tenangkan hati.

2010-03-26T10:00:00.000-07:00

Hi, just came back from Bedok Res coffee shop. Had a tea with dearest. miss him truckklots.
Anyway, today i wanna update about my dearest brother, Rizal.
Shall i begin...;

I wanna wish my brother a Happy 25th Birthday! His bithday was on 22nd March.
He woke up at 5pm. Kak Ina and I decided to bring Abg Cik to Marina Sq.
Had our dinner at Pizza Hut. too bad, Abg Cik had a toothache. awww.
Finish eating, we headed to ECP. haha, Bowling time! about 1 and the half hour later, went to pool pulak. heh
& semuanye Kak Harlina belanje! hehe. sO sweeet. Kak Ina bought jersey Man u for her husband. hmm.
Me?? belated k? hehe.

Whatever it is, I wanna wish my Abang, semoga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki, disayangi oleh insan2 yg tersayang, dan sewaktu dengan nye. Forever your adik la bangg! heh.

&& Tak terlambat untuk ucapkan Selamat Pengantin Baru pade Abg Cik && Kak Ina! =) 21/22.11.2009
Everything went smoothly on their big day! May both of them last forever.
Kekal hingga ke anak cucu okay? I love u two!!

Okay, Picture! do the talkin!

2010-03-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone! Its been so long I din update my blog. Damn! Spider webb is all aorund. ;)

I dont know where & how to start . Coz, as what i read tru, last update was on September 2009.
and today is, 25th MARCH 2010.
Five months ago, A lot of things had happened. and i mean, ALOT.
Ups & downs. Happy & sorrow. Whatever is it, living in a perfectly imperfect life is a great exprience for me. ((:

Okay, let me start with family stories;
Abah still working, a strong man whom never forgottEn his duties & responsiblities as a husband and a father. his birthday is around the corner, here i want to wish in advance, Happy Birthday Abah! May Allah bless you with lots of happiness! ((:
Emak busy taking care of her two naughty grandchildren. She does everything in the house, sweeping, cleaning, cooking & everything!
Still, she never fails to put a wide smile on her glory face, for us, her children. (:
Abang Cah still busy searching for a job. Job thats suitable for him. May he get the job that he wanted. amin. and his wife too. Oh his children, Dini Afyra, my lovely niece, getting naugtier & talkative. Love her so much. Guess i cnt live without this kiddo. (:
Danish Aqil, he's super cute! 1 & the half year old. still learning to talk. He always been bullied by his naughty sister. pity him. Wataver it is, I love both of u. my blood. pls do make proud of ur parents by doing a good thing, tmr. okay kids! :)
Abang Cik, congrates on his wedding. At last, after 7 years, both of them tied a knot on 21st Nov 2009 (: May abang and Kak Harlina last forever.
Oh my new sis in law, pls love my beloved bro with all your heart. and PLEASE take good care of him! my precious one! :)

done!

oh! not forgotten, ME!!
Damn, Ive quit my job as a hairdresser on 15th January 2010. I regret. I miss all my collegues. Miss them so much,
I wish to come back .But.. nehh. What past is past. :(

Ive been searching jobs like stupid pig.
;Factory in Meiban as operator, 1 week. den i quit. oh damn mcm prison. hah.
; Retail, Robbinson as a Fashion Advisor, 2 days. quit. Damn, i hate retail line! -_-''
& last, i get a jobb that i've always wanted, DATA ENTRY.
ggr, whole family din let me work there. haiz.
Im freakin sad. so sad. Its so hard to get a job as admin or data entry clerk nowdays with Normal level cert.
argh! i miss the chance. i blew it away.
haiz
-_-''

relationship? GREAT! loving my bf more & more.
Nuthin much. Love, trust, care , concern and happiness; makes the world go around and round. =)
May us always love each other forever. amin.

Riz signing off now;
senang2 nanti i update every single thing yg happen semua okayy. itu pun kalau ingat la. hehe.

take care peeps!

2009-09-14T14:15:00.000-07:00

Hi. lame tak update. blog da brabok. haha.
1st of all. Selamat berpuasa! lagi 5 days to raya. cepat ehk? haha.
today is my last day off sblom raye. so tot of nari nak spring cleaning kan. skali peh malass. haha.
dapat kemas bilik n ruang tamu je. lol.
OK la tuu.. bsk bsk luse luse tulat tulat leh cuci tingkap n toilet. kekekeke!

hmm 09.09.09 i go buke with my wonderful frens. tapi kol 930 mlm aru jumpe dorg. keje le. sedey.
haha. had fun. altou kejap je jumpee. its ok. on 30th jumpe agik. yey!!
and oh, ALIFF TAY! we miss u. ((:

erm baby boncet? haha. every off day mesti p buke with baby. yeah. so i think today pun samee.
rindu rindu. satu hari nvr meet, bagaikan setahun. chey! =x

ahh. my princess ANNA, kecian die. asyik last min cancel je tak dpt balek with her. awww... im sorrie DEAR. muackz!

ohh My mummy and daddy! i miss them so much. skrg da werk werk. jarang nampak mummy and daddy. haiz. takpe... adik carik rezeki utk mak dan abah. ((:

ahh. dini afyra skrg asyik nak boballl jee.. membebel jee... tapi pakai bahase die la. die sorang je paham. lol nakal nakal!
danish aqil, now merangkak satu rumah. nampak ape je maen kutip, makan. haha. da start bbl Maaa maaaa maaa... haha. pelan pelan kayu. (:

and for me! kasut beg raya da siap. baju je lom beli2. peypeowwww...~
thanks to baby boncet belikan barang2 ku semua. haha.

and how about u all? da siap semua barang2 raya??
hopefully da! so takya last min nanti aru mencacah nak cari mcm saye ni. lol..

ok ok! gtg! take care all!

2009-08-10T23:59:00.000-07:00

Happy OFF day to bf and i! Wake up at 11 am. Get out from the house at 12:40pm.
Meet who? haha. Ofcoz la my sayang! Excited okayy dpt kuwa one whole day with my sayang.
Its been like months kite tak kuwa together gitu kan.. haha! Alhamdulillaah.
We spent time together happily.

1st place; geylang serai. nothing much. haha. Uh but baby bought erm SHAZA epok2 karipap.

2nd place; we went to Mount Emily Park. haha. we both never been there before.
Ni pasal one of my colleague tanye me da pena p sane ke lom. so ya.. smalam kite try ah p tempat tu.. tgk ade ape kan... PERGH! ade ape? biase jeee...... PARK. walauweyyy... what do u expect?
Nyamokk bnyk! lol.
So ya, we took lots of pics kat c2. hehe. den we went to the playground. that playground so called yg buat popular that place la. very old school playground. ya. zaman kanak2 nyee.
i play the swing2. hehe.

3rd place; ION Orchard. OMG. tempat tuuu peh la besarrr... peh PENAT jalan... & i really mean it. PENAT la seyy. even baby pun complaint penat. LOL. nothing much la there. somemore bukannye both of us nak p shopping kan. soo takde pape la kan? haha.

4th place; which was the last place. lol. we went to Cash Studio at Simpang Bedok.
from 7 to 10pm. yeah. Melalak lalak la kanzz... haha. and guess what?
One whole day tu, we only ate the epok2 & famous amos~! HAHA! tak sempat nak makan dinner la sey. sebokkk menyanyi. haha. but then. i not hungry pun..
macamm rase kenyanggg je gitu....
dapat tgkk sayang ku... perot pun kenyangg jeee...
hahahaha!

So ya. thats the end of the story laa. i really had fun with my dearest boncet today. really really am. i miss him so much! rinduuu sngtt!! entah bile lagi laa kite dua nak kuwa together like just now again. awww.. :(
But its okay.
Whatever it is my sayang, my heart belongs to yew... :p

okay! gtg! besok werkk. tata !!

eh op! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!
IM PROUD TO BE A SINGAPOREAN!

2009-08-03T23:11:00.000-07:00

Wuuu.. Monday RAINBOW! oh yess! hah.
Went out shopping with my dearest sister just now. ((:
Met at Eunos inter, at 2pm. Headed to Bugis. We bought lots of things. Semua pakaian untuk pergi kerje peh. sanggup. LOL. Jalan punye jalan punye jalan. Tgk time, err still young la kan. haha.
So kite due punn bergerak ke Orchard.
Singgah ke HardRockCafe.
We ordered Icecream with brownie, & fries. plus free plain water. lol.
So ya. we Chitchat-chitchat.. Tgk time: 7:30pm. Zooop! Kite pun jalann balekk..~ heh.
I reached home at 8:30pm. yeah. oh urm! tgh nk balek tuu.. Ana saw this kasot at cotton on.
The shoes sexy ahh. nice. We bought it. same-same. we sister mahhh. must wear same2. lol.
beli da beli jee.. mcm teringat tu brand cotton on peh.
That shoes cost $49.95. hah! oh yeah tu mcm peh harge boleh beli brand Charles & Keith la eh?
hah! but its okay.. yang penting selese bile pakai kan? yeah. (:

so ana, bile nak pakai eh kasot tuu.. wink2!
anyway, i had a great time with u just now! bile lagi nak p shopping? nxt month? haha.
hopefully. can go HRC to see that some1 again. lol. unoeinoepeopledunoe. =p
alright! see ya tomorrow morning in the bus!

pictures speaks louder than words!

tata!

2009-07-27T15:53:00.000-07:00

Happy OFFDAY to me! haha. Finally dpt rest at home. Wuuuuu!
Roadshow roadshow =NO OFF. haha.

oh yeah. nari i guess tak jumpe baby la.. haha. nak dok uma diam2 ah...
But but how eh. i miss him badly now. lol.

and oh. my bff. haha. lupe nak ckp. nak katekan hari2 jumpe my bff kann..
lol maken susah nk bepisah nie. haha. hopefully she kekal werk there. (;
so can meet her everyday. can kacau everyday. can talkcork everyday.
can layankan her merepek everyday.
ehk sorie sorie i get too carried away. PEYPEOW!! lol

okay mendak. nari bangun je.. kemas bilik, kemas almari..
da mcm bertahun tak kemas gitu kan. abok satu guni. lol.

cume syiok nari psl dpt spend time with family. especially with the two naughty kids.! heh.
k pape.

k maintain dunoe what to update. coz now busy looking at my BF sexiest photo. hahaha.

i find it so super sexy. hahaha. bf seldom take pic of himself.
but this time die amek sendri. and ya. perfect. lol
suke ku tgk pic nie.. hehehe....

ure always be mine hotman!

2009-07-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

Happy 31st monthsary to US!
Alhamdulilaah. syukur pada mu Ya Allah.
So far, so good. Biase la. up & down.
adat berkasih = bermanja-manja. InsyaAllah berkekalan. hahaha.
One thing, yang buat hubungan kami berkekalan is just only one word; TRUST.
hahaa. U trust him, he trust u, everything gonna be alright. but ya, ofcoz cenot take advantage of the trust la kan. (:
so again, Alhamdulilaah.
Semoga hubungan kami kekal bahagia hingga ke jinjang pelamin, ke anak, ke cucu, ke akhir hayat, dan the world after that. (:
InsyaAllah. amin.

to Noromchik;
I do swear that ill always be there.
Id give anything & everything and i will always care.
Through weakness & strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better or worse,
I WILL LOVE YOU WITH EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART.

2009-07-24T23:40:00.000-07:00

again, da dua minggu tak update. BUSY BUSY. hahaha.
life went smoothly. good. fun & amazing.

Miss my parents so much. (:
Miss my friends(4T1) alot.. ((:
& ofcoz i miss my dearest boyfriend so alot much more than anything anyone in this world!
heeh. Almost everynite my babyboy fetch me from work. but still, i miss him trucklots.
can't imagine how my life wud be without my baby by my side.
i rather die den live wdout him.

ok da stop emo-ing.

atcually i dunoe what to update la. besides updating bout my dearest. -_-'

just wanna let my boyfriend noe that, i am in love with him. again & again. ((:

2009-07-02T23:30:00.000-07:00

Outing! we went to Sentosa. (: had lots of fun with my dearest lovely friends. ((:
But actually im half awake ah, tired ahh werkwerk. =p
But but i still enjoy myself. heh.

at first i was abit piss off ah eh with arie. plan nak p sentosa. coz same jgak pergi balek asyik pergu laut. baek pergi ECP.
But heh, gue sala sik. haha. Sentosa much more fun. Pasal we all the way kat pasir. heh.
We play lots of games. BOND-ing bnyk ehk today. lol.
haha. happy happy laa!

so i guess the next outing will be on bulan puasa.
Looking forward to see them again! (((:

Okaylah, let the pictures do the talk. ((:

erm actually ade bnyk lagi pics la.. nak upload kat cni sampai besok pun tak abes. =p

okay, see u guys again okay?
i miss them badly. )):

2009-07-01T22:32:00.000-07:00

guess what? just bought new phone!
haha although ni phone da basi laa kan.. but what to do, i still like it!
Thankss to boyfriend, belikan i. hehehe.

and oh, the below pic nie actually nak prasan rambot pendek. heh.. ;)

k da tu je nak update. haha.

2009-06-29T22:00:00.000-07:00

Its been a month, ku tak update.
Lots of things happened. sampai da yak keep track nak update ape.
Whatever it is, i had a simple life for the past 1 mth.
Sleep, Werk, Family, Boyfriend, Bestfriend.

ggitu je laa.. biase biase jee.. just that im too tired to update.
pasal sampai ruma je da ngantok nak tido. hehe.
so ya. Thats all. i noemy blogg da berabok.
ttgh nak kebas2 ah nie abok2 kasi ilang.

haha. hope u guys semua sihat2 okay..., (:

OH!! YA! wanna high lite here. MJ DIED on 25th JUNE!
oh damn.! Hes the best okay.
Semoga Tuhan mencucuri roh mu MJ! :(

2009-06-01T11:06:00.000-07:00

Happy OFF day to me! hahahah. But urm., woke at 10am. Still early. haha.
Actually nothing to blog la.. but cume tanak blog ku berabok jee..
hahaha.

Attention to Ashari; Da june da nie... Bile mau ramai2 tgk wayang?
JANGAN TAK JADI DOK! ku rinddddduuuuu pada semuanyaaaa..........~

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Boncet da pergi keje, pagi2 tadi... Wonder how he look like. mesti mcm panda bear. =x
I dunoe nari malam jumpe or not... if jumpe dapat lepas rindu... if tak jumpe dapat la ku rehat kat rumah. so jumpe or tak. tetap happy. LOL.

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ahh.... i took pics of my angels yesterday night.
adik & kakak! cute kannnnnnnnn.......

kakak suruh adik tgk camera, tapi tetap mate kakak ke lain. LOL.

Okay laa... nak tdo alek la.. or maybe nak makan dulu.. hehe! tata all!

2009-05-30T23:59:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to Mister Manager, tomorrow..!

But celebrated just now. heh.
May all your wishes come true.
May you wont be so fierce to me. hehe..
May you success in life Manager!

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Met my babyboncet after work. We went to Pasar Malam, den lek2 aje.
Kesian my baby, keje keje tak tdo, beh jumpe kite.. So Sweeeeeett.......!
May Allah give him strength to work hard okay... !
Oh i took his pic, i find it cute rambot bb mcm gitu plus muke sememek bb. lol.

Okay lah... thats all! nak bobok! BESOK OFF! Leh angun lambaaaaaaaaaaaatttttt....!

2009-05-30T23:38:00.000-07:00

Hi again! Today i wanna blogg about my SisterLurp!
She will fly off to Australia tomorrow night, & im gonna miss her like hell..

She's been with me for the past 5 days.
Every morning we took the same bus off to work. (:
...gonna miss that morning sweetness.

Hopefully Princess Ana & family pergi sane dengan selamat & pulang sini dengan selamat too.
Jgn lupe bawakkan kangaroo utk kite okay ana? heh!

Okay, thats all.
Take care all!

2009-05-28T23:28:00.000-07:00

Hi readers ((:
How's life? Mine? Super great!

I just feeling like blogging about my colleagues. can? hahaha.
I feel happy whenever i`m at work. Coz my colleagues all happy happy go lucky !

Okay okay, i took lots of pics of my colleagues. tapi post cket2 dulu la kk?
lets get it on!

Oh thats my Mister Manager. I always & will always scared of him. He so fierce! but very kind-hearted! You are the best Manager! (: & The other one, MiSS JOY! She's my teacher, also fierce but veryyyyyyy CUTE! heh!

Thats my big sister, Hanie, shes the one, who always put a smile on my face! i love her. ((:
& the other one, my SENIOR! Hanie's sister, Linda.! She's preety forever! envy her! =p

Mimi, my big sister too. She taught me lots of things. Thanks to her. sayang her.
& urm, Adrian, my aDOK, i mean my abang.

Yur, Hairstylist, veryyy small veryyy soft! I loike!
Lil, Hairstylist too. Very tall, veryyyy loud! I loike too! hahaha

Busy busy taking pics, Lil, Bing, Lin. (:
& erm, Hanie with Bing. so called couple-to-be -_-' haha

Oh! thats Cin, busy blowing Jin hair! Cin is one of the exprience assistant. I admire her skill. ((:
& erm Jin, recep. very talkative, one day never hear her voice comferm got something wrong! haha!
ahh Jin & Joy bussy at counter!

Tim, he's my small brother. heh.
Pics before and after. lol

Busy meeting laa. ((:

ok, thats all, i'll continue snapp2 their pics.
Nak buat kenangan. Coz they are my second family. spend time together 10 hrs 6 days! haha.
hopefully we will always stay together as family. Happy family!

& not forgetting ex JYJY, Shuk, Eric & Nico! Come back JYJY ley!!!!!!!

2009-05-26T23:45:00.000-07:00

Happy 29th Monthsary to my dear loving boyfriend.,yesterday ((:

Met my dearest at 6pm. Went to Boat quay. Celebrate our anniversary there.
Errr. just a sheesha & drink. heh. oh nak comment pasal the sheehsaa. kite amek coca-cola flavour. OMG tak rase coke pun. -_-' urk! tkpe nxt time nak try apple lak. heh
Had a great time with him.
To dearest:, thanks fer the treat & spending time with me. appreciate it so much.
Nxt month, i belanje u plak okay? lol.

Just wanna say here clearly, i am really really in love with my boyfie.
He's the best man of all. He's always been there for me.. & always tolerate my prangai..
Okay, dowan to angkat him so much, later he naek lemak. -_-;
Hopefully our relationship will last forever okay..?
Can i wish something for our 29th monthsary?
I just want to hear the "I love you" words from him everyday,every hr, every min, every sec. ((:
can can? I just miss those days when he was always sayin that words every sec. =p
but now? no more. so sadd. heh.

Oh well, pictures speaks louder than words!

the "friend-friend" couple. the posing i mean. lol

Oh! thats the boring part, when he started to talk on the phone. -_-
& ehem, that gerl belongs to Mister Noromchik. =p

Smoke smoke smoke machine...

(: :)

now, counting down to 30th monthsary. weeeeeeeeeeeee~

2009-05-25T22:32:00.000-07:00

Again, today is my OFF day! yeyyy! haha. but still wake up early. -_-'

Just wanna wish my brother, Eric Tan, Happy 29th Birthday. ((:
May he success in life. God bless him.

He cut the cake, gave me the big piece with his name on it.
He said "ahh u eat my name. big one." hhhaha. mentang2 la aku perot besar, skali besar Eric kasi akuu. lol. (:

& oh, Welcome Back Adrian!! haha... guess im not missing him anymore.
adok da kembali. lol.

& to abang ashuk, pls take gd care of my princess okay? ((:
& princess, u noe i noe, all the best okay.

To dearest boyfriend, Happy 29th Monthsary...! ((:
Semoga kite terus berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat.. (:
amin.
Nanti malam we meet okay. heh.

Okay la, dini now cry2, muntah2, nak kene jadi nurse kejap.
Take care all!

2009-05-21T14:49:00.000-07:00

I miss my both angels!
Abg Cah's family went to KL yesterday morning, nak jumpe my Pak Long plus nak amek My parents balek. i took this pic the day before they went to KL.
Urgh! Rindu sangat2 kat Dini & Dani.. Gggrr!
& of course, i MISS MY PARENTS A LOT. & I MEAN A LOT!

Today is my Off day. Haha. woke up early in the morning,
Wah! Spring cleaning bilik la seyy. LOL. da bersehhhh oii bilik! WuuHoOO!
I think later at 6pm im gonna meet my dearest boyfriend.
Go lepak-lepakin aje gaknye.

& oh! My Parents nari balek... Yiipppy!!! Seronok gitu kan nari...... lol
Nak hugg hugg hugg kiss kiss kiss my parents! =))))))

Hmm, about my bf & I, Semakin hari semakin bahagia.
Alhamdulilaah. Semoga perhubungan kami kekal hingga ke jinjang pelamin, ke anak cucu, ke akhir hayat. amin.
i always miss my bf seyy!
Dunoe laa he miss me or not.. He is soooooo busy with his work!
isk, takpe takpe.. Bile-bile ade mase, we can spend time happily together. heh.
Like today, later. LOL.

Okay, got one pic, i mentel2 myself at work laa.
Terase nak amek pic tu coz that day i wear like dress gitu with shawl gitu. plus i curl my hair. tapi tak nampak. haha. GEMOK tu da memang . haha.

kankan? lol

& one more pic kat pantry, lol...! takde keje la nie..

Prasann tak abes2 alisss....!

K la, now nak maen petssociety.. heh! lame tak maen. LOL.
tata!

2009-05-18T22:00:00.000-07:00

Hi readers. ((:
Mcm nak berabok nampaknye blogg i. heh.
Ni nak bersehkan ah nie. LOL. past few days, everything went smooth.
Family, BGR, Work.. perfectly great.

Wake up at 9am, reached work at 11:00am, Finished work at 9pm, Reached home at 9:30pm.
Hhahaa... daily routine.
Ehk, erm cume kadang2 je sampai rumah lambat cket, pasal jumpe babyboncet.((:

Oh urm, WHAT A BORING DAY today!!
I am so freakin upset.
Mummy & daddy left me! )))):
My Pak Long at KL saket kuat. hhmm. So My dearest mummy & daddy kene pergi sane.
& both of them berangkat tadi pukol 2ptg.
I nvr get the chance to send them to railway station. wth?
I only get to hug & kiss my both lovely parents mase time i nak pergi keje. and it was at 10am. -_-'
I sad ley. really really. and ofcoz,. i cried. DUH.
eventou they pergi only for 3 days, but, haiz... u cant imagine how much i'll miss them!
argh!!

Today at work, ku langsung takde mood. asyik ingatkan my parents aje....
selamat ke tak sampai sane, tgh buat ape, da makan ke belom, sihat ke tak.
I dunoe why i am so emo.. whenever i think of my mommy, mesti i cry.
I miss her. very much!!
URGH!!! Oh Allah, how will i survive these up coming 3days.? :((

Every morning, Mommy usually wake me up, then i spent 15 mins to chit chat with her, after that i go bath & siap-ing. again 15 mins i spent my time with her.
She will buatkan me Air yg berkaler, which da oevernight kan tu air kat icebox.
then, mommy bekalkan me makanan untuk makan tgh hari.
& ofcoz, salam & kisses from my lovely Mom before i went off to work.

ARGH!!! i will not get those kisses for 3 days! THREE stupid days!!
Oh mommyy..... pulangla dikau ke pangkuan ku secepat mungkin!!!

Ya Allah, semoga emak & abah ku selamat pergi, selamat pulang...

amin.

2009-05-10T23:30:00.000-07:00

Happy Mommy's day!

Ohhhh I love my Mommy so much!!
I only manage to get my Mommy a cute bear. heh.
No $$ laa. )): I tot of buying Mommy a pair of shoe, urm tunggu dpt gaji la. heh!

So urm, early in the morning, before i off to work, i salam, kiss my Mommy then i pass her the cute bear, with a small card. Mommy then hugg & thank me. ((:

Ibuku, engkau lah ratu ku.
Seorang yang amat penyayang.
Seorang yang sungguh ku cintai.
Ibuku la pujaan hati ku.
Hanya Ibu ku seorang yg memahami akan kehendak ku.
Cita-cita ku ingin menjadi serupa seperti ibuku,
kerna ibu ku la idola ku!
Semoga ibuku dipanjang kan umur....
Semoga ibu ku senantiase disampingku..
Tak dapat ku bayangkan dunia ini tanpa Ibu ku.
Hanye Ibu la yang membawa & memberi cahaya dalam hidup ku.
Tanpe ibu ku, ibarat ku hidup tanpe nyawa.
Oh Tuhan, jangan la perna engkau pisahkan aku dan ibuku...
Hamba mohon.

Semoga aku akan senantiase mendengar kata-kata ibuku,
Semoga aku menjadi anak yang baik utk Ibuku,
Semoga aku berhenti menyakiti hati Ibuku dan
Semoga aku yg akan menjaga ibuku hingga ke akhir hayat.

Amin.

2009-05-08T23:23:00.000-07:00

I am really really sad.
My abang, Adrian resigned! Oh gosh. What a nightmare!
Haiz. He's been working as a hairstylist at JY for 5 years.
So i guess, Adrian want to tuka angin go somewhere else. :((

I swear im gonna miss him so much!

His jokes, his meraypeks,.. Oh GOD! what the hell. Why must YOU leave DOK??
oh, he loves to use the "dok" word. the way he say it, in a very funny tone.
Gonna miss that!

Haiz! all i can do is wishing him all the best in life.
Hopefully he din forget us, JYJY colleagues.

signin off now. wanna cry in silence. :'(

2009-05-03T22:22:00.000-07:00

Wuuu.. Today i reached home early so ade time nak update. heh.
Okay, these past few days, everything went perfectly smooth. Alhamdulilaah.
Working life? Great! Happy happy yow! ((:

I dunoe when la, but that day, my Dearest bought me this gelang. Sepasang with his rantai. Hehe.

& Oh! he bought new shade. Shade eh? Enta eh. Those oldschool nye type.

Oh this is my Super human!

Then yesterday, met Dearest after werk, follow him go werk! LOL.
then we lepakin at Tanjungrhu. & oh! He bought new spec. pasal spec bb da rosakk.

Miss my babyboncet a lot leyyy....! )):

So ya, basically itu je yg dpt saye update. Nothing much.
Work,Sleep,Work,Hubbie. (:

eh one more thing! Bb maen catch-catch bear. He caught this cute lil Minnie Mouse.
I dun really like Minnie or mickey mouse la. But i find it cute, tgk yg minniemouse bb gave me. Very cute gitu. Heh. Thanks Dearest.

p/s:I miss my girlfriends & boyfriends.

2009-04-28T14:34:00.000-07:00

Hi readers! ((:
Today is my OFF day!
Its been a week ku da keje.
Everything was fine. Hopefully i'll get back my skills in few weeks time.

Nari duduk rumah diam2, spend time with Mak & Abah. heh.
Coz yesterday malam after werk, Boyfriend & i catch a movie.
KNOWING. Wuuuuuu....... Insaf kejap tgk crite tu... Haiz..

Hmm i reached home at 11pm plus la yesterday. (:
Kire okay la tu eh spent time with my sayang 2 jam. LOL.

Ahhhh... I miss my Dini Afyra alot!
Too bad nari mummy & daddy dini kuwa.... So only left Danish, Mom & Dad je kat rumahh.
Isk!
Nvm nvm.

Skrg ni pun rase mcm ngantok gitu kann....
Nak tdo, but mcm wasted gitu eh lau off day, TIDO! haha..

Ohyeah, I miss my Pebble. Haha. Pets society!
Da lame gilerr tak maen... Jap agik nak maen ah nie... haha!
Kesian. da busok gaknyee Pebble ku. lol.

K k tata all!!

Senang2 ku update lagi...

2009-04-27T23:59:00.000-07:00

Wuuu....
Happy Happy Happy Birthday to my one & only Princess Ryhana!

LEGAL 18!

May all your wishes come true okay?
Kite doakan semoga awak panjang umur, dimurahkan rezeki & senantiase disayangi oleh insan insan yg tercinte aite!
Must happy happy selalu u noe...
Stay pretty always..

& oh anyway, kite senantiase ade di sini bile2 awak memerlukan okay.
Dun miss me too much! nanti sakit demam rinduu lak. LOL

Oh well.. baru jumpe semalam. Kite da rindu awak mcm ape nie. (:
Oh ah2.. semoga cepat dapat keje k sayang?
Dapat gaji, blanje kite makan k? LOL

Ok ok... pape beep Or text me k darling?

Tata!

2009-04-26T23:08:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah yeah. Hykel P plan to chill at starbucks today. -_-'
End up cancel. KENZ eh. But but, Princess Ana turn up.
Sayangg dier jumpe kitee. =p
We catch a movie. Friday the 13. Kite dua da mcm loving couple.
Tu crite bnyk tekejut2. haha. Dua2 nye tangan kat eachh other. Maintain ah maintain. LOL

For your info, today is ryhana's bdae EVE. hehe.
Dapat spent time with her nari.. kire okay ah tuu. Advance la eh Ana.
Ur prezzie, belated! kk? lol
So, after the show ended, WE both pun baleekkk laa. takde hegeh2 nak jalan mane2. hehe.

Had a great time with my deary princess.
Hopefully kite jumpe lagi di mase yg terdekat ini kay? =)))

K, nak tdo! tata!

2009-04-25T23:29:00.000-07:00

Happy 28th Monthsary dear Boyfriend!

How fast time flies. (:
We still together, still going strong.

(: Met him just now after work.
Oh yeah, i miss him truckloads!
& obviously he miss me too! LOL

I wanna dedicate this song to boyfie.

"You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're the one I want for life
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night"

We will go tru thick & thin together okay?

Signin off!
Take care peeps!

2009-04-21T23:29:00.000-07:00

& A warm Welcome to Rizuana aka Liz. (=

get a job. geeee..! somewhere i belong. ((=

Thanks ALLAH, for giving me the opportunity!

Hopefully this will be my career.
Insya-Allah.

Yakin mau lebeh!
Berani mau bnyk!
Jgn malu tu pasti!
Sabar mau maintain!

Jgn lupe ALLAH! ((=

amin.

Pictures will update soon!
Take care!

&oh anaa.. i am so missing uu.. heh!

2009-04-18T23:29:00.000-07:00

Omg. what a life. mendak abes. -_-' What a boring Saturday.

Something is missing in my life right now.

ryhANA.

I can't stop thinkin of him.

YES OR NO? DO OR DIE?

ENDURE.

Wujud ke "Happy ending" kat dunie nie ehh?

DEPRESS.

How i wish he knows!

BYE!

2009-04-16T11:38:00.000-07:00

Feeling: Sick & tired.
Sneeze here & there. BAD flu. :((

Pity aNa, she's sick too.
Semoga kite due cepat sembuh la yer?

Changed my URL, again & again. This time i'll stick to it. Nice no. 1991. heh.
Nothing much to update.

Bye for now!

Is that really you?? i just dowan to believe it.

Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu, tak sadarkah kau telah menyakiti ku?

2009-04-12T23:38:00.000-07:00

Nothing much today.
Went out with my dearest family. Heh.
But i nvr step out of Abg Cah's car. -_-
Takde keje, amek pic with Dini. She was not in the mood to take pics. LOL.
see her angry face? KEKEK. lol

"Muke auntie lagik nampak mcm baby dari Dini! =p"

"Ya i noe im not suppose to ejek u, but tak perlu k mate dini!"

"Alaa la la ok la.. muke takya sedeh la.. last pic k? =p"

Reached home at 6pm. Hah. Terus on com. Nothing to do what. LOL.
While waiting for crite Suci kat Sensasi tu start. I surf the net lor. ((=

Actually im a bit crazy right now. These days i mean.
I miss him to the max. I dont noe why. It hurts whenever he came across on my bloody mind. -_-'
Im pretty sure he did not thinkin of me, ape lagi rindu? hah. I noe im clapping one hand.
But what to do?
I just cant get enuff of him.
I just wanna look into his eyes & see him looking back.
"If i had just one more day, I would tell him how much that i've missed him since he been away."
Shuckz! I noe. Its Shuckz! Hopefully everything will be alright soon.
& oh hopefully i'll be contacting him again, very soon.

Ijustdowannaloseyou.

I promise, I wont fall for you again, anymore.

I promise.

2009-04-09T23:29:00.000-07:00

What a great day today! =)
Met my friends at Damai Sec, 10am
Thanks Mister G for treat! We misses him very much huh.
He's the best teacher ever. Oh well. He's my Arman after all. LOL.

We planned to go cycling right after visiting school. Urm, the keadaan tak mengizinkan i guess.
So yya, the boys plan to go Karaoke. haha. Im ok with it.
We went to Grandlink? isit? im not sure la. but near paya lebar.
Reached there. Sing and sing and sing till 4:15pm

The cuaca seems to be Okay ah after kite keluar from that building.
Kite pun berammsss pergi ke ECP. =)
Sampai Marine Parade, hujan lebat abes.. HAHA.
So we lepak, mkn dulu sementara tunggu hujan berenti plus tunggu syazana sampai..

Oh yeah! The rain stopped. Kite pun cycle la sampai kol 9pm.
Haha. Something not right had happend at ECP.
I dun think i cud state it here. But erm.

9th April 09 will be the last BAD night okay!!
Hahaha.

Okay, Enjoys!

I know that goodbye means nothing at all.

2009-04-05T23:38:00.000-07:00

hah. Very last min plan. Semuanya keje Mass Oms. ((:
Meetin all my friends at Bugis. By 5:30pm everybody reached there.
We had our "lunch" at LJS. Then headed to Arab's Street.
Funny funny, underage all cannot smoke shisha okay? HAHA.
=p
Spent our time happily together, shisha, talk, took LOTS of pics.
Around 8 pm, we berams from there. Had our dinner at Kopitiam.
(:
Before we reached there, we really took lots of pics. snap here and there.
But too bad, i dun think i'll upload every single pic here. heh.
((:
We really had fun. although it was a last min plan. everyone manage to turn up.

so ya. thats all i guess.

Keep thinkin of him...

2009-04-03T06:52:00.000-07:00

HAhaha, nothing to do.
I took pics of Danish Aqil. Hahaha.
Danish da semakin comel. Maken geram ku kat dier... Gggrr!
Weight die pun da leh tahan.. maken "ringaannn". haha.
Die da 7 months, but lom makan, makanan. minum susu je. haha
Pasal ku yg tak kasi Danish makan. nanti SIHAT sngt mcm kakak die lak. hehe.
Okay, ni gambar gambar Danish.

1st pic, Bibir maintain, Mate kayro. 2nd pic, Bibir sek, nak kish?

3rd pic, Amacam ade mcm bisness boy?. 4th pic, Mcm Mr Bean ehk? Bibir asal gitu? lol

CUTE tak Danish Aqil? Hahahaha! ((:
If u realise, Danish suke tuka tuka pattern bibir die. hahaha!

Anyway, perasan tak u all, i asyik update pasal kejadian2 yg terjadi di rumah? Hahaha
Pasal ku da jual anggur kan rumah. Lame ni. Lom keje lagik ni. -_-'
Nasebbbb Nasebbb......

Kerje kerje kerje kerje, panggil la aku kerje. haha!

2009-04-02T15:30:00.000-07:00

LEGAL 18! the second Beauty queen of Eighteen la! hehe.
Moga-moga jadi terurus cket ehk? Asyik messy je! NAk jgak aku tgk Mass smart mamat! (((:
Semoga senantise CUN melecun!
May our friendship last long okay? Bila mau jumpe? sudah kangeeennnn gitu loh!
((: jgn lupe belanje kite org mkn k bdae gerl? hahah!!

Okay, thats all for today, nga sebok kat petssociety.

Bye for now!

2009-04-01T16:01:00.000-07:00

Oh ya, semalam malam, around 12am gitu, tibe2 terase rindu pade sahabat-sahabat ku.
Ku pun korek2 la barang2 lame. Antik-antik gitu. haha. Satu box ni full of memories of Secondary School. haha. so ternampak la pic2 neorprint kite org. Plus, satu-satu nye Ezlink pic. heh.

Zaman dabes gitu kan amek2 neoprint,. but kinda miss it! Best la zamann skola!

Masturah Sani, Farah Niza, Rizuana, Masturah Omar

Ryhana, Hamizah, Syazana, Nadhirah, Afiqa.
(Yang tua didulukan. lol)
I miss them all! Wahh... Bile sey nak jumpe. Bosan sey. Semua da dgn hidup maseng2. -_-'
How i wish besok bangun pagi, pakai uniform, naek bus, sampai ke sekolah Damai, & jumpe kawan-kawan ku ini! ggrrr..

But what to do, kite berdiri di alam yang nyata. Mase yang indah2 tu sudah berlalu.
Skrg yg boleh kite lakukan is DON'T LOST CONTACT. thats all. ((:

So lepas tgk2 semua tu, ku tgk la plak box lagi satu, penuh dgn kenagan indah bersama Kekasih hati ku, Noromchik. ((:
(: dipikir-pikir, terlalu bnyk bende/barang yg hubbie gave it to me, sampai tak terpikir la kan.
TERLALU BNYK. selama 2 tahun nie dngn sayang ku, rase nye da beribu-ribu duet baby abes kat i! hehe.
Cume dlm bnyk-bnyk barang, satu barang ni caught my attention. card kecik he gave it to me time my 17th bdae. card tu bb kasi plus jam esprit. Jam tu sampai hari ni ku pakai tak perna tuka. heh. ((: Oh ya, i find it so romantik la ape bb tulis kat dlm tu..

"To my sweetest angel..
Happy 17th Birthday to you.. May all your wishes comes true..
Hadiah ini I wrap sendri tau. hehe. Sepecially 4 u.. Hope u like your present.. I doakan semoga u panjang umur dan murah rezeki. Jgn marah2 selalu. nanti cepat tua.. hehe.
Luv always,
NOROMCHIK."

How sweet can my sweetheart be! Highlight "jgn marah2 selalu". Haha! terserlah eh, mesti ku suke marah2 dulu.. awww... tu sebab skrg bb asyik marah2 ku jee.... KARMA la sey. :(
& somemore bb tulis, "i wrap sendri". AWWWW!!! bb ni a bit messy cket, bab2 bende2 wrap2 ni semua die tak amek caner nk buat semua la kann.. but wuu... What can i say?
I feel so honoured to be his gf.

Banyak sangat kenangan yang indah terjadi pade diri ku pabila bersama berasmara dengan kekasih hati ku..
Alhamdulilaah ku ditemu jodoh dgn Noromchik. Insya-Allah sampai ke jinjang pelamin + ke anak + ke cucu + akhir hayat. ((:
Aku bersyukur pada Allah atas kehadiran Noromchik dlm hidup ku. Penuh dgn warna-warni dunia ku. ((: Sesungguhnya manusia tiade yg sempurna. Tapi, kalau da dilamun cinte, SEMUANYA sempurna bagi mate kite.. hehehe! ade betol?
Indah sungguh cinta itu kan.
Entah la ni cinte betol ke cinte monyet ke, ku tk pasti, tapi ku bersyukur, Allah telah beri ku peluang utk merasekan disayangi dan menyayangi insan yg bernama Noromchik.

Ehem, indah tu indah jugak, DULU la. hahaha. skrg ade a bit DOWN cket. lol
BUT!! ku tetap happy bile disamping Kekasih ku.. hehe. ((:
Cume gerammmm je la ngan dier niii........
Suke nah marah2. Kate bb, skrg ku MAKEN irritating. haha. Betol la tu gaknye.
But hey! I just want his attention. ((:
Tapi takpe la, Insya-Allah, Jodoh tak kemana kan?
Lau ade jodoh, nampak la u all i post gambar2 kahwin i dgn Noromchik.
CHEY! Prasan lak bobal pasal gambar kahwin. LOL.
hehe. mane la tahu.. jari ni manis kan, boleh jadi ape. hehe.

oOh ya, kite dulu amek pic neoprint, card nye.. ade 4 je? lol. nak kenestart alek la amek2 pic kai neoprint. nak colleect2! hehe

May our relationship last forever with lots of happiness!
amin.

2009-03-30T15:05:00.000-07:00

To my beloved father, Happy 53rd Birthday! , which was yesterday.

Alhamdulilaah, da 53 tahun Abah ku menyambut hari lahirnya. ((:
Semoga Allah panjaannngggggg kan la umur Abah ku, tak dapat ku bayangkan hidup ku tanpa Abah ku.
Semoga Abah senantise dilimpakan dengan bnyk rezeki.
May all my father wish come true. Wish Abah nak tahu ape?
Abah said, "Abah nak tgk ina leh jage abah tak nanti bile abah da tak larat.."
Jeng jeng jeng!
Insya-Allah, dengan izin Allah, Ina akan jage Abah sampai bila-bila.
Amin.

Maseh lom beli present utk abah. heh. no $$$. hehe. belated laa.. lol.
Paling2 pun beli chocolate! Abah suke sgnt dgn choco! hahaha.

2009-03-29T21:07:00.000-07:00

Lepaking at Ryhana's crib.
Wuuu... I reached there at around 3pm. Sit down & talk, sambil tgk crite hantu kat sensasi.
At About 4pm, Darling masak maggie for both of us! ROMANTIC laa aNa niee.. lol.
Eat, talk, eat, talk. Kite watch dvd. Crite Mean Girls. Ya i noe, Crite tu da berzaman...
But too bad, me tak perna tengok. haha! One of the pelakon tu mcm aNa, Very Sasa. hahaha.
Ouh then, aNa amek pic2 lame kite org.. & tunjukkan me pic admirer die. OPPS! lol. Not that cute la aNa... LOL. Ade one pic that caught my attention. Hahaha. Picture of Darling & I, I kissed her on her cheek! & I guess, because of that pic, our classmates especially the boys think that we are LESBIAN. lol. me-ray-pek. ala, Those times, zaman kanak-kanak. hehe.
Oh tidak lupa, jumpe Amani too. She's cute forever. Pandai maen masak-masak. Hehe.
So urm, Kol 7 genap, kaki ku melangkah keluar dari rumah Princess Ryhana. ((:
U noe i noe la ehh aNa the reason.. lol.

Sempena hari raya ni... EHK! raya plak, tadi mkn kueh tart da mcm raya la ehhh aNa. tebawak-bawak plak.LOL.
Saya nak ucapkan terima kasih kepada Ryhana kerna sudi menjemput saye dtg ke rumahnye.
Membuatkan air utk saya.. Masakkan Maggie Tom Yam.. Menekan switch massage kaki..
Chocolate dan sebagainye.. hehehe! Thanks aNa.
Insya-Allah bile-bile kite ketemui lagi ya!
Skrg ku rasa suda kanggeenn sama neng aNa! LOL..

oK bROWSe it. Picture speaks louder than words!

Pandai aNa masak maggiiee.. HAHAHA!

Sungguh romantis makan berduaan. WuuuuuuU~

SEMUA sudut rumah kite nak amek pic. LOL.

The 1st pic taken, aNa said, "alamak, kite pakai ni ehh..(aNa tunjuk spec die.) Awww.. muke bacen ehh ana? TOO BAD. tetap ade kat post nie. LOL.

Amani is so cute!! "Heeyyyyy!"

Charlies Angel!

& yeah, this pic that i was talking about. LOL.

p/s: aNa, Jgn lupe bace dictionary to puas puas lol.

2009-03-27T13:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, dearest tgk wayang semalam. COMING SOON. haha. LEMBAB la eh crite.
LoL. Dearest sampai terlelap2 kat dlm wayang tuuu. lol.

Today, nowhere to go. Mendak.
Actually takde bende nk post la. hahaha. Cum nak post pasal my two angels je. hehe.
What to do? Terlalu bnyk spent time with both of them lol.
Okay okay, browse it!

Kakak caaayaangg Adik... (((:

Danish said, "Ape hal tgk kakak aku??" LOL

I took this pic, surprisingly, Dini nye style tido same as me! Hahah. Bantal tutup telinge/muke.

Passport photo; Oppss kakak! Adik more cuter than you!

P/s: Ana, seronok maen joget2? haha! Pelan pelan okayy.... lagi setahun ruma awak lawa. =x

2009-03-24T21:35:00.000-07:00

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
And it takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust
It takes some tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
And it takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to MAKE a mountain

Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love
Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love

This song is so meaningful.
I'm a bit emo right now, i mean these past few days.
This song give me answers to all my questions about love, in a way.

Im sick & tired to be the one who always give in. -_- Shucks.
I want to be pamperd by him. I always want him to be by my side.
I want to meet him everyday. I want to be his favorite girl.

I want him to love me for who i am.
I want him to quit threatening me.
STOP UGUT-ING ME!!!!
Stop marah-ing me!

I just want him to understand me. :(

I dont wish to be a crybaby, I dont wish to always be emotional, I dont wish to always depend on him. But what can i say, its all inside me. -_-

Please love me like i love u loving me..

Life is wonderful...

Just wanna highlight that tomorrow is our 27th monthsary. Not really sure , he remember it or not. I dont think so. hah. Its okay. I just want him to noe that i treasure our relationship.

Just dont make me give up on it.

2009-03-22T11:29:00.000-07:00

Are you getting old brother?? Haha! May all your wish come true young man.
Ehem, da 24 tahun nie... mcm da tuek gitu ehk? hehe! Stay young always bro.
Semoga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki & senantiase dicintai oleh org2 yg tersayang.
& oh! Kurangkan panas baran yang senantiase membara di hati abg! lol
All the best in life Abg Cik!!

Enjoyy abg ku narii.. Celeberate birthday ngan haiwan2 kat zoo.. hahaha!
Seronokk ah tuu dengan tunangnyee.. Ambboooi! Jeles i!!

I woke up late just now, Tahu2 bangun tgk my 1st Bro & family die nga siap2, nak p ZOO jgak!!
Wah wahh.. Abg Cah did ajak me... Tapi mcm malas la eh. heh. Mendonngg jeer.. Tido agik best gitu! ((:

& Urm, im a bit pissed off just now. Suppose to be, today pergi swimming with bf & daughter.
Hmmmmmmmmmmm...... 1000000001 reason la org tu kasi. =p
Maklum la.. semalam member merayau sampai kol 6pagi aru alek... Mane tak ngantok ehk?
Kite berkobar2 nak p swimmm nari! GGRR!!! Geram to the max nye... Comferm tk pergi lagi sampai bile2 nye... Hate yew man!
Dgr dgr nak ajak p jamming. MALAS yew! Hmmph!!!

SULKIN'

2009-03-20T22:32:00.000-07:00

Feelin like bloggin about my two angels. ((:
Danish Aqil now 5 months old. Very NOISY. Handsome boy. He looks like my Bro. Badan pun leh kurang mcm bapak dier. heh. I dont spend much time with him, Usually Nenek die yang selalu layan dier... Coz im busy layan-ing my Honeybum, Dini Afyra, Aqil's sister.

Since, Dini yang born dulu, which Nenek & me tertunggu2 anak my bro.. Dini la dapat lebeh perhatian from ME!! I love her so much. Eventou, Dini nie very naughty, very talkative. Tetap pujaan hatiku. i felt so much appreciated, whenever IM the only person yang die nak maen with, mandi with, sleep with, makan with...
She will cry out loud kat dalam toilet lau bukann I yang mandikan dier.. =) So sweet of her. Walaupun penat, tapi best kan, dapat rase org yng ku sayang2 sngt perlukan ku sorang. LOL. I can be her 2nd Mummy i guess. Hopefully she noes that i really love her. ((:

To Aqil, no worries. i love him too. Skrg nak dokong aqil, nak timang2 die pun tk larat. mcm Badak. hehe. Cume ya, one thing I lazy nk layan die coz die asyik muntah jeee... hahah! Die muntah, Auntie yang selalu kene tuka baju! ggr! But erm, I cant wait fer u to grow grow grow!

K, goin offff now..
Take care!

Ku gadis kau yang cantik, coba lihat kau disana.. disana ada engkau yang sayang padaku..~

I miss him badly. so much. he keep appearin in my mind. :((

2009-03-19T21:35:00.000-07:00

Last min plan, Abg Cah decided to bring us to Punggol nye Swimming pool.
Wwuuu... So we reached at about 4:30pm gitu. Dini tak sabar2 nak mandi.. Dengan lincah, ku tuka baju semua. hehehe. BEST YEW!! lame tak mandi swimming pool. hehe.
So end up, Dini , Mummynyer & I je yang mandi... Dad,Mom & Abg cah tak mandi. hah.
So Abg cah Snap snap our pics! =))

So ya, Kite abes mandi kol 6pm. Then mamam MACnonee.... den go back home. =))
Tak puas la seyy mandi kat swimmingpool nari. :((
Hopefully dapat p ssini lagik with Bf & daughter soon, very soon!!

2009-03-18T22:20:00.000-07:00

My Bloody Valentine. Pergh!!! GEREK la seyy crite. For the first time ever, tgk wayang, Bf yang hug me kuwat2.. haha. Kate bf geli & ngilu tgk cara die bunuh2. hahaa.. Cute la my darling.
Baek2, i yang takot terus berani tgk bf pelok me gitu. lol. kekek.
NAk tgk lagi la crite gitu, jadi bf tak lepas from huggin me. =p

At 8:15pm gitu i reached rumah Princess Ana. Kasi Ana my thumbdrive, save all our pics kat laptopnyer.. Skejap jee singgah sane.. NAk kene cepat jumpe bf & daughter, nak p pasar malam.
So ya, dapat jumpe Baby Amani.. Very cute, kecikk jee.. hahaha. Hope to meet her again, soon.
& yeah, Cik Aisyah! aww. rindu this mommy of ana. Dalame giler tk jumpe.. =)))
Insyaallah bile2 senang pasti bertemu lagik! hehe.

Around 8:30pm jumpe bf & daughter kat bawah blk ana.. Vrrrrrrrooom ke pasar malam, kat Ubi.
Walk here walk there. Beli kebab. yum yum! Then go back home.
So ya, thats all fer today...

Overall i had so much fun with these bunch of LOVES.
Bf, Ana, Ferra. =))

P/s: Ana, jubah lawa. =x and i miss u.. =p

2009-03-16T11:29:00.000-07:00

Morning readers. I only have one story, to update it here..

I dreamt of my precious sweet honey bf last night. It's horrible!!
I cant sleep after that. (So i guess i can remember everything about it.)
It was a night mare. I'll make sure it only happen in fantasy land.

Bf was wearing a purple baju kurong, if im not wrong. Me? green kebaya.
We were in the same house. tuut tuut, Suddenly, bf had to go. U wanna noe where he went to?
Jeng jeng!! Ade majlis pertunangan. I tot orang yang tunang tu its me & bf, hah!
Tahu2, bf dash off to the door wdout explaining anything to me.

I heard that bf tunang with this beautiful fairly lady. I was not that upset at that point of time.
Coz i believe bf have the reason fer doing that. I truly believe him.
I call him fruity times. Semuanya perempuan yang jawap hp die and keep saying " eh kau tak tahu ke die da tunang skrg. jgn ganggu die!"
Its hurts.. But, peduli ape kan, i keep calling him. Sampai la... i think, da malam agaknye. i dunoe la. But yg ku tahu, lame gile ku tunggu die kat rumah.

He reached home. My family semuanya ade. enta kenape la eh bf balek my house. Rase2, dalam mimpi tu, bf tinggal with my family. Something like that la. hahaha. KEKEK. =x
Urm, then, bf sat on the cosy sofa. I was standing in between room & living room.
There's an old woman ikot bf alek. that woman looked at me like she wanna eat me or something.
Few mins, i guess. Bf saw me. & then slowly he stood up from the sofa, walked towards me, grab my hand & gently push me to the room.

I saw his face, full of sadness. He hugg me. SO TITE. Tears rolled down on my cheek.
I cried so hard!! rase mcm lame gitu kan hugg. realli burst my lung sey nangis rabak gitu.
He calm me down.. Then, i forget ape bf ckp. Cume i ingat, i really sad pasal i think, we both cant hang out everyday like we used to be la since die da ade tunang. hah! tu yg buat nangis teresak-esak.!

urm, But the last thing i heard, he said that.
"i tepakse buat semua ni, but belive me... Cinta i hanye pade u." Wah!! terus i hugg him back, nangis tesedu2,
sampai i bangun, i realise that i tersedu sedu plus i felt my pipi realli wet.

Tesadar pun pasal i heard my brother pekik. "oi!" Ganggu die tdo ah tuu..
Hahaha. paisey dookkkk...

Just wanna high light here, Especially to my dearest sweetheart.
I bangun dari mimpi tu, the 1st thing i said was. "I cant live wdout u!"
Its a horrible feeling. still cryin like baby.
U are my life, U r my sun, U r my heart, U r my everything!!!
No way, in this world, i will let u get engaged with other woman! NO WAY!!
No one can take u from me, besides Allah.
Believe me, I will love u till the end of time!
My heart belongs to u my dear.
I believe yang i takkan perna tinggal kan u... But i tak tahu u la..
So far, da 3 kali u tinggalkan i. Guess im not that worth it for u la kan?
Hmmm.... Its okay, slagi cinta i pade u maseh bersemai di hati i, I takkan tinggalkan u sampai i mati.

Ok, i wanna get some sleep. Thats all. =)

2009-03-15T16:01:00.000-07:00

Had a great time with my friends!
Bowling session. Very kekek. I miss them all. Kite maen dua game. =)
Of course it was fun!! duh. After penat bawak bola bowling tuu...
Kite pun p makan.. at kfc. :)) meeting la ramai2 fer the nxt outing.

*Karaoke
*Bird park
*Night Safari
*Pulau Ubin.
*sheesha

Classmates, please vote! hahaha.

hahahah.. mcm2 ehhh .. lol. kekek.
Okay la.. Pictures speak louder than words.
bnyk sngt pic, but i pick the best2 one okay. lol

There you go... Miss u guys!! =))

2009-03-12T16:01:00.000-07:00

Had a great time with dearest yesterday.
Hubb maen game gula-gula tu laaggiiikk... 40 bucks kebaaaboom!
Urm, then we headed to kopitiam. Mamam time! hehe.
Took this pic kat kopitiam. da renovate. lawa la plak tempat tuu. :)
So ya, after makan, we lepak2.
i reached home, 9pm. =))

Thanks to dearest for spending time with me.
I miss him badly tou. The one & only Noromchik that ive always sayangg.
Hope our relationship last long.
Hope I will be ur precious angel forever, sweetheart. :))

Okay, got to go, nak p cycling with Abg Cik & his tunang.
Weeee.. nak carik hantu nari! Wuuuu!

2009-03-07T22:00:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah... Catch Anuar Zain just now. OMG. HE IS SO SEXILY GORGEOUS.
HIS VOICE, URM! Everyone noes that. haha.
Too bad takleh amek pics. Tapi... heh heh heh, curi curi amek pic die..=P

Before Anuar Zain perfom, Syed Azmeer membuka tirai dulu.. =)
Now, im starting to admire his voice. hahahaa.... But ey, shave the misai! =x
Two songs from him.. Nice one Syed Azmeer!

The show started late. Tgh tunggu Anuar Zain tu siapp, sempat laaa i amek pics with other artist. Hahahaha... Happpy yew! Jakon kejap. lol

Guees, at 3 pm gitu baru Anuar Zain timbul..
Oh Wuuuu... I was like... "AHHHHHH....THATS HIM.......!" Mcm tak percaya la seyy nampak Abg anuarKU depan mate gituu... Wuuuuuu....
He apologies for his voice yg serak2 tuu.. Hahaha. But after all, Suara die tetap URM!!!

The best part when Anuar turun from the stage & layan peminat2 die.. Wuuuu.......~
He is super duper charming!

Oh well, pictures speaks louder than words.!

`tickets-

`Hubbie, the camera man. haha. =p

SHAHRUL ANUAR BIN ZAIN !!!!!

`Senantiase i admire this guy, Shah Iskandar.

`Great voice, Syed Azmeer.

`5mth old preg Norfasari, Preety cute! (Oh ana will get jeles of this pic!)-

`His song, Seribu tahun, my fav! Imran Ajimain.

`Oh yeah, that forever glamour DJ, Hafeez Glamour!

Oh well, so sad.. tak dapat amek pics with Abg Anuar ku.. Dapat amek ngan poster pun jadii laa.... ghehehee!

You noe what readers? This is best great present ever for my bdae!!!! HAHAHA!!!
Abg Hedir!! Thanks Thanks a million for the free ticketS!! THANKS A LOT.
& ofcoz to my BELOVED HUBBIE, Thanks for teman-ing me!
Thanks for make it happen!! THANKS THANKS THANKS!

Wah, bagaikan mimpi yang menjadi kenyataan. WOISH!
still cant get enough of Anuar Zain!!

Arghhh~~~!! going crazy!
Lagu Ketulusan Hati, maseh terdengar2 lagiiii ABg Anuar kuu nyanyii tadii.........

2009-03-02T22:32:00.000-08:00

Hubbie maen game gule2 ni at PS while waiting for me to finish work. =))
20 bucks for the cute peguins & sweets! Hahhaha. THANKS darling.

Hang out with dearest after work, lepak2. mamam. mcm biase la ehh.. nothing much.
Miss him badly. so so badly. Hanye tuhan saje yg tahuuuu... =)

Hope get to see him tomorow!

Muackz hubbie!!

Somehow, Dini takoot ngan penguin tuu.. hahah! GOOD ONE! so skrg, i oways put the penguin kat depan pintu bilik, so die tak masok bilik ku lagii.. HAHAHAHA!

2009-03-01T17:30:00.000-08:00

Today is the 1st day Danish Aqil naek "Aeroplane". Hhahaha.
Spent time with family at home.. Laugh here & there. Wuuu..~
So ya, actually bnyk pics ku amek. tapi ni jee la yg dpt ku upload. hahaha. =) =)

Danish Aqil

Dini Afyra, naughty girl, da besar pun nak naekk adiknye aeroplane. =x

POSE! awww.. adik cayang kakak laaah!

Hahahah thats all fer today, Enjoys!!!

2009-02-21T21:35:00.000-08:00

Went out with dearest, Went to Vivo City. No where to go la seyy.
Hahaha. Had fun with him. He very kekek. Hari ini la hari pertama die jejak kaki nye ke dlm air tuu.. Pergh!! Hahhahaaaa... Cute cute cute. =))

Thanks for spending time with me honey! =)))

2009-02-19T22:32:00.000-08:00

Selling LG KS360 (Pink) with Pink Crystals Beads on it.

Bought in Dec '08

Battery life:

talk time 5.0 hours
standby 18.0 days
weight: 108g

Features:

2 Megapixel camera
Bluetooth technology
EDGE
external memory TransFlash
GPRS
MP3 player
MP3 ringtones
polyphonic ring tones
QWERTY keyboard.
touchscreen
USB compatible
vibrating alert
wap

with additional One gigabyte, memory card.

Price: $220 nego.

2009-02-17T20:08:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah,
Happy Valentines day. =)
Received this roses two days after V day.
Thanks boyfriend.

Din celebrate. Busy with work. =D

2009-02-06T13:29:00.000-08:00

Kau membuat ku berantakan
Kau membuat ku tak karuan
Kau membuat ku tak berdaya
Kau menolak ku
Acuhkan diriku

Bagaimna caranya untuk
Meruntuhkan kerasnya hati mu
Kusadari...
Ku tak sempurna...
Ku tak seperti...
yg Kau inginkan..

kau hancurkan aKu
dengan siKap mU
Kau sadarKah kau,
kau Tlah menyakiti Ku
Lelah hati iNi me-yakinkan mu
cinta Inii membunuHku........

2009-02-04T13:05:00.000-08:00

Met Hubbie fer the past two days.
& of course i miss him a lot. -_-'
Talk things out. & i guess, everything settled.
Hopefully our relationship last long.
Insya-Allah ke jinjang pelamin, ke anak cucu, hingga ke syurga.
amin.

Went to Suntec, maen game gule-gule. heheh.
$40 gone~ lol
He had fun. =) Skali skale eh abeskan duet kat gule2.
Seronok bie? =p

Yesterday, went to Tamp Mall. Jalan-jalan jee~ dpt beli my personal stuff.
Thanks darl. Had dinner at Mr Teh Tarek.
Mee kuah...... not bad. ((=

Alright2, thats all. Nak rest. saket pinggang nik. =)

p/s: ANA, besok besok je la ehk call. sabar je msg tk reply.

2009-02-01T20:14:00.000-08:00

My abg nye future mom in law pass away on 31st Jan.
SAD. ofcoz. I din get the chance to visit her when she's sick! ARGH!!! regret okay.
Its ok. At least she didnot suffer anymore kan.
Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.
amin.

Just wanna let my future sis in law know that, I'm always here for her.
After all, she's gonna be part of my family. ((=
Hope everything gonna be alright soon.

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time....

2009-01-29T22:20:00.000-08:00

I had some probs with dearest.
Shucks. He said those words again. This is the third time. ((= 28/01/09
I guess i need time to rest & think deeply, alone.

He's been silent for more than a day, This is the very first time.
Whose right, whose wrong, i don't know.
I'm lost. I'm trapped. I'm depress. I'm lonely!

How can i s_rvive without "u" ?

You're all that I have
I can't leave you behind
The touch of your love
Oh it burns me inside
I should break away
But I've nowhere to run
I'm trapped

I'm livin' without you.

2009-01-28T21:35:00.000-08:00

Everything was fine yesterday.. Eventou there's some cock up.
As usual, my boy friends were busy barbecuing. Girlfriends were busy chit-chatting.
Everyone din waste their chance to catch up things. (= I miss them All.

Anyway, SPECIAL thanks to my beloved Hubbie, for the birthday celebration.
& i mean, Everything.
He waste a lot of money on it. Buy this & that. Thanks a lot.

& to my dear boyfriends & girlfriends, THANKS for coming.
All of you really made my day. Hope that we can meet again.

*Mummy, Thanks for the Kueh Kaswi & Nasi lemak.
*Abg Cah, Thanks for the swensen Strawberry cake.
*Abg Cik, Thanks for the 100 bucks!
*Noromchik, Thanks for the bbq pit, Bbq stuffs, Dress, Foods, Drinks & Everything.
*Ryhana, Thanks for the Body shop tingy., I'm using it now.
*Nadhirah, Thanks for the 30 biji ferrerocher., I am eating it now.
*Ashari & Syazana, Thanks for the accecesories, CHOMEL. I love it!
*Kak Jas, Thanks for the Garden Rocher. nice! Especially the strawberry flavor. *pengsan*
*Haidzair, Thanks for the browniee. URGH! Sedapp gilerrr..
*Arab, Thanks for the 7up water. (=
*Ashari, Thanks for the satay & bbq net. plus Tempat air. =p
*Dzul, Thanks for the birthday hug. So sweet of yeww....
& the rest, for make it happen-ing!

** to all, Thanks fer the wishes. Appreciate it so much!! **

Pics? WOW. There's a lot. Browse it
http://s575.photobucket.com/albums/ss200/damaians

Update again tomorrow~

2009-01-27T01:37:00.000-08:00

Hari ini, hari yang sangat istemewa buat ku.
Hari lahirku....

Abahku adalah Hero ku. Dialah yang menyambut akan kehadiran ku di dunia ini.
Abah ku sangat gembira, kerna telah sekian lama dia dambakan anak perempuan.
Ku dilahirkan dengan sempurna pada jam 0137 di Apt Blk 21 Eunos Crescent.
Seminit ku bernafas di dunia, barulah Nurse tiba di rumah ibu bapaku.

Ibu ku sudah tentu letih kerna tanggung kesakitan yang amat pedih.
Ibu ku yang berhati mulia telah menjaga ku dengan baek selama 9 bulan.
Indah sungguh perngorbanan ibuku.

Hari ini, genap umur ku lapan belas tahun.
Maknanya, Ibu bapa ku telah menjaga , mendidik diri ku selama ini.
Pengorbanan mereka tidak dapat ku lupakan.
Aku dimandikan dengan penuh kasih sayang, Aku belai manje dengan penuh perasaan cinta.

Hari ini hari mu, Ibu bapaku.
Kau la yang menjadikan aku, hingga aku hidup sempurna seperti sekarang.
Aku bersyukur pada Allah. Atas kurnian ini.

Emak, Abah.. Ina amat menyayangi kamu. Cinta Ina pada Emak & Abah amat mendalam.
Walaupun, Ina selalu menyakitkan hati mu, Tak bererti Ina tak sayang. =))
Hanya Emak & Abah la tempat Ina berlindung.
Ampunilah dosa-dosa yang Ina telah lakukan selama ini.
Maafkan Ina atas semua kesalahan & kesilapan yang menyakitkan hati mu.

Insya-Allah, Ina berjanji, Ina akan jadi anak yang lebeh baik untuk mu, Ibu bapaku.

I love you Zaiton.
I love you Zainul.

2009-01-21T21:36:00.000-08:00

I've been busy lately.
Excuse me for not updating.

*Miss my sweetie pie so much. Eventou he's a bit attitude lately. =p

*Can't wait to meet my frens on tues.
to afiqa, i really upset that u DON'T WANT to turn up. Haiz.

*Hope everything will go on smoothly this tues.
Tak sabar rasenyer.. geee...

Alright, thats all fer today.

p/s: Miss Ryhana Samadi, Nak tunggu kamu call saya, Bagaikan menunngu bintang yang bersinar itu jatuh ke bumi!

2009-01-13T14:59:00.000-08:00

Hahaha. Dengar-dengar semalam last jumpe bbie?
Nape turun Ubi ehk nari? Hahahaha..
So sweeeeeeeeeeet of yew.. Rindu ehk? LOL.

Hubbie came down here. at 12pm. ((=
alhamdulilaah. Dapat bertemu kekasih hati.
Maen UNO dengan hubbie. Hahaha. I WON.
3 - 2. lol. sO sad huh hubbie? Winner will always be a winner.
Kwang kwang kwang...! Hubbie vrrooom off at 2pm.
Gonna miss him, again! =))

Now, im doing nothing. Nga minum Chocolate Ice Blended. Wuuuuu~
Sedap yew!

Ok, nothing more to blogg.
Anyway to ayie: Asal delete blog? selenger ehk?
to Ana: nanti besok lusa delete lagik k blog? haha

2009-01-12T22:20:00.000-08:00

So sad. Today gonna be the last day we gonna see each other.
Ya. Hubbie ckp kene budget2. Haiz. No money = No talk = No meet.
So sadd. Takpe laa.. Its ok. Gonna meet him on 27 Jan. Yeay! hehe

Jumpe dearest jam 12 ptg.
Went to Sengkang. Makan Brownie kat Library. Yang da berbulan bulan lamenye ku mengidam. Thanks hubbie. =)=)

Then we headed to PS. I walk walk alone. while baby abes kan kerje die.
Then, kite p tempat maen2 game tuu.. Baby change $20 bucks utk maen tangkap2 bear tuu. Hahah. get nothing! =)) so sad baby. lol

Time: 5pm. I decided untuk pergi ECP. saje je jalan jalan.
Skali ternampak game gula-gula tuu kat ECP! hahaha. Ape lagi.... Hubbie abeskan $30 untuk dapatkan gula-gula, winniethepoohbear & kepuasan hati. lol.
Bbie dapat catch dua bear kecik. haha. lol lol.
Oh yeah, winnie the pooh tu.. kene letak 3 batt. Then, ade lagu christmas, pipi die blink2 colour merah & kepala die gerak2 left-right2. hahaha. mcm mahal gitukan. lol.
Oh yes! Gula-gula semua hubbie bawah alek. Itupun pasal gula-gula nye banyak guava.
Hahaha. lau tak, semua ku da amek . hehehe

Lepas tu.... Kite pergi Bedok Corner.. For our dinner.
Makan carrot cake!! Wuhhhooo!! Sedap yew! =)=)

Vrooooooooooooooooom to UBI.
That's all! hehe.

2009-01-11T23:29:00.000-08:00

Oh yes! Im the first 100!! haha. Thanks to my fingers for smsing the London Weight Management, advertisement TV5. Yeah, i Won a voucher worth $300.
Do slimming session. haha.
I went to Tiong Bahru Plaza. I reached there at 3pm. Consult me this & that. But unfortunately, I have no cash at the moment. So cant talk a-lot. MONEY TALKS right? haha.
So, they took my height & weight. Height: 157cm. Weight 68.1kg
Then she bring me to this steaming room. Wuuu~
1st time okay. Mcm nak pecah muke. SO HOT!! I cudnt take it. Everytime i breath, i felt something really hot go tru my face. WOW. about 15 mins i think im inside that HOT room.
Then again, she took my weight. 67.5kg. Fast huh? Baruu sounaa~ -_-'
Lepas tu, she scrub my whole body with urm... mcm pasir2 gitu laa.. SEDAP. haha.
Again, she cover my body with HOT thing. -_-; Mcm nak pengsan.
Rase mcm nak mati gitu. I felt that, i rather run 2.4km then lie down do nothing with something really hot cover me. -_-'
Oh yeah, 20mins done. I stand up, & i felt so giddy. My heart go DUK DUK DUK so fast!!
Mcm lari 2.4km. seriously. Haiz. Tanak buat lagi sey ni keje. -_-'
Then, i mandi, keringkan rambut.. amek weight lagik... Now, 66.2kg.
Hahahah. Fast one huh? But then, when i think again,
that time, i jogg satu hari pun lose 1 kg. hahah. So no diff for me. =)
Finish everything, she gave me a free gift. & two cup of drinks. Satu, air puteh.
Lagi satu is hmm. air coffeee tapi mcm nesterm. OMG. mcm nak muntah sey minum.!
But minum cket, i sedawa. haha. Good one. I took 15mins to finish that drink!

Time:6pm. Hubbie da tunggu lamee kat bawah. So soriee young man. =)
Felt so glad dpt meet hubbie. Miss him trucklots. =))
We went to Plaza Singapura. Just untok maen that Gula-gula game.

Uh-uh he spent 48 bucks for the winniethepoohslipper. hahaha. He had fun.

Ouh then, vroooom back to UBI.
Duduk2 kat ubi..
Talk talk. miss him so so much. heh. took some funny pics. hehe.
He is so CUTE! kekrkekre!
Time: 10:45pm
Hubbie said "ehh tanak alek ehk?"
I replied "halau? k la alek la.."
Hhehe. actually bukan tanak alek, cume takot je. coz rumah takde org.
B4 i naek, i called mummy wheather she's at home or not. Luckily Mummy ade. hehe.
So.... GOODNITE kiss to my hubbie.
He called me tembam. wow. I guess, i really grown fat~ -_-'

Alright, Update again tomorrow. SEE ya!!

2009-01-09T19:04:00.000-08:00

Hello Hi again to everybody! (= I am doing great.
Met my Hubbie yesterday. Went to Tampines. Jalan-Jalan. =)) We had our dinner at Qiji.
Da lame sangat kite tak makan kat c2. Thanks Sweetheart.
Its about 7pm, Hubbie sent me home. Uh-uh. NO. Kite duduk2 kat Kolong blk dulu sebelum pulang. ((= Oh yeah.... PICS~

Wanna say that.. Hubbie.. He kinda romantic these days. hehe.
Very very sweet of him.
Hopefully i'll last long with him.
Insya-Allah. amin.

Oh yeah, this two helmets da 2 yr old. lol. Da buruk laaa. but kenangan tuu takkan lapok. heh.

2009-01-06T20:08:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone! (= I am so happy today, again. ((=
Met dear sugarboom at around 5pm. Had our Dinner at Simpang Bedok.
Then... vrooooom back to Ubi. Lepak2 kat ubi... No where to go. Borrringg...
Catch things up with Hubbie. Miss him trucklots! Tomorrow gonna meet him again.
Weeeeeeeeeeee~! Oh yeah, took some pics of my babyboy. Hahha.. He's acting cute!
Oh yeah, He's cute indeed~

Cute cute cute kann kan kan? Heheheh. Rindddu dierr sangat sangat!
Anyway Mister Noromchik, u still owe me Prata Bom & Brownie okay! =)

Then, tengah2 borinngg tuu... Hubbie sign2 at my kaki. -_-;
Oh yeah, Noromchik's Property.
He signed at my peha. -_-'

Ok Ok, Take caring all! C ya when i c ya!

2009-01-04T17:30:00.000-08:00

How? Lawa tak i design? kuwang kuwang kuwanggg~

Ha ha ha ha.
I miss my baby so much! Even tou, yesterday i got to meet him from 4pm to 10pm.
Tetap rinddduu yeww! (=
A bit boring nari.. pasal i have nothing to do. except fer... Missin' him..
geeeee~
Oh yeah, baby kasi me pinjam jacket dier. Wuuu... Suke sngt tgk bbie pakai jacket nie. He looks (hot+hard) =HAWT on it.
Every night i sleep with the jacket. Bauunyee.. Urm.. Semakin rindu la heh.

Haiz.. Actually i dunoe what to blogg. The only thing i noe now is.. that I MISS HIM TRUCKLOADS! He was so HOT yesterday. hehe.
Ade aje la eh. org nga dilamun rindu. haha...
Ok crap eh nari. lol.

K la, thats all.

2009-01-02T22:32:00.000-08:00

Met my Princess at 3:30pm inside the bus. Hah. Headed to AMK.
Went to Jubilee to catch a movie, Twilight. Jeng jeng jeng... Ke dua kali ni, kuu tgk wayang crite twilight. tapi da berkali-kali tgk crite tuuu kat internet. LOL. hehe.
So crite tuu start at 4:45pm SHARP! Miss Ryhana nie hegeh2 kate ade advertisement la ape laa.. Sabar jee. Finished at 6:40pm if Im not wrong. Haha. Then, we went to Mac for our Dinner. heh.
Thanks fer the treat dear! Errm Its a must, anyway!~ Lalallaa~
Time is precious, we din took lots of pics. ana have to rush home. Her cousin was waiting fer her since 5pm i think.
So sorrie Nabilah fer pinjaming ur cousin. Hheheh.
So uh uh, I reached home, around 8:30pm. Sampai je rumah.. Dini was shoutingg & then ran towards me & & & hugg my legs. heh! Miss her auntie i guess. LOL.
Oh yeah, now...........Here i am...... Uploading pics, bloggin, Tagging & many more.

P/s: Miss you hubbie. SO MUCH!

2009-01-01T02:05:00.000-08:00

What more can i say? Tick Tock! Happy Happy Two-thousand-nine!
So how's your new year readers? Mine? Hah! Perfectly fine! I had a great time with my dearest.
Hubbie fetched me at about 4pm. We bought foods & drinks, in case if we're hungry while waiting fer the clock to click on 12. We reached Marina Barrage at 6pm sharp. Wuuu~~ We tot it wud be crowded. That's why laah, we reach so early. Hahaha. We sat on a bench. erm. Not exactly a bench. But something hard, that we can sit on it laah.
I got to see the sun set. I'm not sure wheather Mister Rommie realise it or not. Haha.

It was getting dark by 7pm.. Dunia pun maken mendak. Bby face soo.... ERM! bORINg!
Till, he called his frens, wanted them to come down. Hah! Then, his face was like... Wuuu... SMILEY! haHA. But tooo bad honey, Ur frens were not with you on new year eve.
Don't worry, u still have me, which was standing infront of yew! ggrr!
HAHA. We spent 6 hrs, sitting, talking, doing nothing. lol.

But but, I was still happy & excited. as this is the first time ever, i celebrated new year with someone special. Haha! Thanks to mummy fer letting me outs with dearest. geeeee!
So yeah,

Five.... Four... Three.... Two.... One!!! HAPPPY NEW YEAR!!!
a cold good bye to 2008. & a warm welcome to 2009!

Fireworks? REALLY BOORRING. da laa,, view jauhh.. then tak banyak bunga api.
Wuuu economi merosot, takde cukup duet nk beli bunge api i guess. Hah!
Its ok. at least im happy spending time with my special bf. (=
Then, we Vroooooooom to UBI. haha. I've reached home at 1:30am.
Hubbie headed to Marina Sq, met his frens, then to ECP. -_-;
Hope he had fun with his frens. .. .. ...

Oh yes. Any resolutions guys? Hah. Mine?
#1 Lose weight. (every year resolution) From 70kg to 45kg.
#2 Earn $5k per month.
#3 RESPECT, care, love Mister Noromchik.
#4 Be a girl, whom my mom wanted me to be. (good girl who always kemas rumah.) hah!
#5 Lastly, Always smile, whatever happens.

Ok now, you may browse these pics. (= Again, Happy New year!

& Yeah, Ofcourse, I've always wish for this :
May we always trust, love, care, respect each other forever.

Hopefully this 2009 will bath us with good luckS!

2008-12-31T13:51:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody! (= How are you? Did you smell any fresh air?
Wuuuuuuuu... Today is the last day of a year two thousand and eight!
Yeah yeah... So what did you plan for tonight to celebrate new year? Hmmm..
For me, I really wanna go Marina Barrage or Esplaned or wherever that can see fireworks,
With Mister Noromchik. But it seems like... He dont want. He said that " RIMAS , ramaii2 orang"
He want me to follow him to go his fren house & celebrate there. WTH?
Celebrate ape kat rumah? Baek dok ruma sendri. kan? gggrr..! I dun get it man.
Haiz. Sedey ni, Hampe ni.
Tak tahu la kalau hubbie mengerti akan perasaan ini. haish haish.

urm! I just wanna update bout my nephew & niece.
Heheh. My Danish Aqil is 3 months old now.
Uh-uh yes, now can hear his voice. Bising oi! Haha. But i seldom with him.
Coz i pay more attention to my sweetheart Dini Afyra.
She already 1 year 6 months old. Yeah... Very talkative. Always talk talk talk non stop.
She's cute. She loves me! geeeee~ I heard that tonight his father gonna bring his kids to see fireworks. Im a bit shock. Coz, Dini Afyra takooot gileerr dengan bunge api. HAHA.
enta la. Pandai2 bapak dier laaa.. (=

Ok Ok, Browse it.!

Danish Aqil

Dini Afyra

Alright, that's all fer today!
see ya!

2008-12-30T22:32:00.000-08:00

I am so happy today! Because today is the day i get my first commission. Alhamdulillaah.
Just a small amount of money. (= Tapi syukur. DAri takde kan? hehe.
I went to P.S to meet my dearest. We play the gula-gula game. Hahaha. Nak dekat sampai "C",
Skali kene jackpot! Wuuuu~ So we only spent 28 bucks. & we get Tigger ! Big one, Last piece. Lucky me. Hehehe.

So cute huh? hehe.. Thanks Mister Noromchik fer playing for me. hehe.

Next, we headed to Bugis Street. I wanted to buy him a necklace. Haha.
10 bucks je for bdae present. Hahaha! Yang penting ikhlas apeee.... hehehe. =)
He's the one who choose the necklace. =) Yeah.. As long as he like it.!

Wuuu.... then we went to Al-salam. Had our Dinner there.
Actually, kite selalu makan kat situ. But i don't know why i feel so special kan.. Sampai amek pic makanan niiee....

Nasi goreng ikan masen. But mine, tak tarok ikan masen, No vege, No bawang. hehe.
Sedaaaaaap. But eerr.. kali nie rase pedas lak. isk! =) With my Chocolate Ice Blend! Wuuuuu~
Uh uh! for the first time... I belanje... hehe. Tapi still, hubbie keluarkan 2 bucks. haha.

Vroooooooooom, hubbie sent me home. =) Thanks baby...

Alright, that's all. Take care all!

2008-12-29T11:29:00.000-08:00

I'm okay now. No worries.

Just that, I cant even have the chance to explain to him what is in my heart.
Too bad.
& Oh he said that, now I'm tooo talkative. Yes. I admit it. I loves to talk ( A-LOT) to some1 that i really comfortable with. Since he said that. I'm Okay with it. I'll tone down.
I asked him why he always raise up his voice whenever talking to me.
He said, it is because of me. Coz now, i always "menjawap" watever he said. Oh again, I admit it.
But recently, i slowly... keep quiet whenever he talk. He din see that.
His mindset now is: whenever i open up my mouth he take it as "menjawap".
Eventou, my voice were to be really soft. -_-'
So maknenyee... I cant even talk la? Right? Wuuuiish. Really hard fer me.

Did you realise dear boy, we're lack of communication? We never did talk things out anymore.
I have no idea when does it stop. Maybe both of us were too busy with our life.
I hope everything will change, go on smoothly.
I really do love him. My heart only beats for him. My eyes only look for him.
Can't he see that I really really into him?
It's Okay, let's follow the flow...~

Semoga kita terus berkekalan hingga akhir hayat dengan penuh rasa cinta dan kasih sayang.
Amin.

2008-12-28T11:29:00.000-08:00

I am feeling so sick & tired.
I cudnt sleep last night. My leg aching & pain coz of the bruise.
My heart, broken . Shattered.. Argh!!

As time goes by, i felt that everything change.
From excellent to very good.
From very good to good.
From good to fair.
From fair to poor.
From poor to bad!

He Respect me No more.
He Romantic No more.
He care for me No more.
He pampered me No more.
He scold me Always.
He angry at me Always.
He shouting at me Always.
He ignore me Always.

He loves me? No more? Always?

I can't even ask him a single question. He will scold & shout at me.
Who am I to him? Why can't I know where is he, What he is doing.
Did i gave you toooo much space until you feel that whenever i ask you, you feel like Im not trusting you?
I trusted you so much!! Even u said that u were sleeping, with a girl in same bed, doing nothing.
I trust you!! NOT ALL GIRLS can take it easy. I trust you.. I trust you.. I trust you.... :'(

I was so sad, you din turn up on Saturday. I take it easy. The reason you din come down was,
U're lazy to bath.. Alright, I accept the "excuses".
Its about 12am, U said, u wanna go to your fren house. at Amk.
Oh yeah? It seems ur not lazy to bath anymore. Argh! Again, i take it easy.
I text you at 1:50am. & u replied at 9:45am. What did you do the whole night till u dont have the time to text me? & again.. I take it easy.
Remember: "I nvr ever think that he did stupid things the whole night. Only that i just wanna noe what activity he did at his fren house. "
I called him at 12pm. He's still sleeping at his fren house.
I ask him why he din reply to my msg, he kept quiet. No answer from him.
I take it easy. I ask him, kindly, what did he do the whole night.
& guess what, I never thought that he'll answer me that.
I dun think i need to state it here.
I was shocked! He said it with a angry voice.
I NEVER EVER THINK OF THAT WAY.
I NEVER IMAGINE THAT HE WILL SAY THAT.
IT hurts me a lot!! I take it easy.. I still talk to him nicely.
But then, He still with his attitude.
I can't take it anymore. I have no strength to handle it.
I put down the phone.
I cry out loud. I feel like dying
.
I did nothing fer the whole day. I lay on my bed, till night.
Crying & Crying, Thinking & thinking
Why he treatin me this way..
I don't noe what i did wrong.
He changed. I feel like.. He dont love me anymore.
& this word "bie.. nak jumpe?" I MISS SO MUCH!
Nowdays, he never ask me out. Im the only one yg terhegeh-hegeh
ajak die kuwa. I can see sometimes, die malas nak kuwa with me..
But die kuwa jgak. Takot die kecikkan hati ku.
But naahh... The way u r, u already hurt me, dear.
I feel like im the only one yang sangat2 nak jumpe die... While him?
I did asked him yesteday, "Lepas ni nak p ane?"
He said, "nak p wlds amek surat.."
Then i replied" pastu?" (i was hoping he said that he wanna meet me)
He said" pastu ape? balek ahh!"
Again, i take it easy.

Sorry i have to stop here. My tears keep dropping.
I have no strength to type.

Just wanna say,
Im sorie if this upcoming days,moths,years i dont talk much.
Coz im scared... to open up my mouth.
Coz im scared.. I dont have the HAK to ask you anything.
Coz im scared to get scolded.

(((I'll act like those words
YOU SAY DON'T EFFECT ME
when they really kill me
& now because of you
IM DYING INSIDE
just because I don't show
my feelings doesn't mean
I DON'T HAVE ANY. )))

2008-12-27T23:38:00.000-08:00

Sorry fer the late update, dear friends.
Last Saturday, we had a picnic. Haha. But sadly, Only a FEW of us came down.
Afiqa & I reached ECP at about 12pm. We were sitting on a bench, under the sun. Thanks to Mr.Haidzair. -_-' A hour later, Dzulkhalif & Nadhirah reached.
I saw the cloud.. It seems like it going to rain. Die die do, we just sit at the pondok. kuwang3.
Oh! yang buat sakit hati.. We can conquer the whole pondok okay, But too bad, No carpet with us. -_- Tahu2 je cine cine bukit ni bentang tika die kat tengah2 & dengan selambenye duduk. THANKS ah eh! isk.

At 2:40pm Ashari, Syazana, Chengkai, Y-hey pun sampai..
Oh! before they came. Four of us da makan dulu. haha. Lapar sngt. =)
Ok, then we bentang our tika infront of the pondok.
Thanks to Mr.Organizer. He reached at 3pm -_-'
& around 3plus pm, Hykel pun sampai...
So kite makan makan.. Talk talk... & then..
Hykel: "SQUEEZEE!!"
hAHAH squeeze la ramai2 kat tika tuu/.. (=
Then later, Sebastian, Go-wrong sampai...
Then then Masturah Sani, Hamizah, Farah pun sampai..
Yeah, Think thats all yang datang ke picnic tuu~

As time goes by, Ashari & Syazana had to go back home, Coz Ashari keje malam.
Left SIX of us. Hahaha. Afiqa gave an idea, to rent a bicycle. OH yeah...
NOTE: Haidzair, Hykel, Dzul still owe Afiqa $$$ OK? hahaha.
We Started our "journey" at 7:20pm..
Belom berapa meter... Dzul & I bOOM! tonggang langgang jatuh. I laugh mcm nk siow sey.
Skali tibe2, i heard someone cried. Oh oh!! Dzul bamm to a small kiddo! Kesian die seyy..
She kept crying~ Aww.. So sorrie little girl.
Oh yeah, kite pu berangkat dari situ.. Dengan selambenye ku mengayuh basikal.. Tahu2 je rase mcm pedih2 perit gitu kan kat lutut..
FUUH! seluar koyakk!! My lutut pun koyak. THANKS TO DZULKHALIF!!
Buy me new jeans okay!!

Kite ride... Sampai end of ECP. I think we stop 3 kali mase tgh otw there. Haha. Penat.
Bontot sakit. =) Eventou only six of us. Tapi kecohnye mcm 16 people. LOL.
Buat geram cume, Haidzair & Nadhirah asamara danaaa sey. Asyik kat belakangg je.. Lembab lak tuu Kayuh basikal. Sabar seyy.. NEXT TIME, NO MORE OK.
Hahaha.
So kite kasi alek basikal tuu around 9pm.
Den we lek2 dulu, mkn & minum.
Thanks to Miss Afiqa, Pakcik nye anta kite semua alek naek lorry. Wuuuu~~ Thankiuk very much! hehehe.

Ok, i think, thats all. If i miss out anything, sorrie ehh.. Can read Afiqa or Nadhirah blogg then. =)

BROWSE ITT!

2008-12-26T23:45:00.000-08:00

Turn a year older. Turn a year wiser Mister Noromchik!
All the best in life. Dengar-dengar, Thirty-seven is a lucky age! (=
Good luck okay honey. I'll be by your side.
Semoga dipanjangkan umur, Dan diBANYAKkan rezeki.. Amin.
Semoga you senantiasa menyayangi diri ini yang tak seberapa.
& ni important ni, Semoga you hilangkan lah panas baran yew pade i.

(= Met hubbie at Plaza Singapura. Haiz, Belom pape, ku da kene scold. Pasal i tot he park his motor at near chathay, Skali tahu2 kat Douby Ghaut. Cakap la kat Douby Ghaut.
Ni he explained " dari ps, jalan ke chathay, in between.. i park kat c2."
Den i asked him" ohh tempat yang u selalu park eh mase kite p tgk wayang kat chathay?"
He answered " ahh... situ ahh.."
OMG. -_- Beh nak marah2 eye! Pasal tak tahu mane die park. Thanks eh. Kan senang je ckp kat Douby Ghaut. Beh nk argue lagi niee......... Haiz.. *tunduk mengalah*

We headed To Plaza Singapura. Had our Lunch there. Mac-No-Ne!! hehe.
Lame yewww tak makan McDonald. =)
Hehhee.. Den we took a bit of pics, then vrrrrrrooommmm
to our lepak place.
hah! Thats all fer today. -_-'
To Hubbie: Present i da kasi kan? -_-'
Ok Ok. Hutang okayy... No $$$ =)=)

Ok.. Browse it.

(oh anyway, time amek pic ni pun.. Hubbie maen layankan je la sey...
Thanks eh!)

2008-12-25T23:45:00.000-08:00

An Anniversary is a time to celebrate the joys of today, the memories of yesterday & the hopes of tomorrow.

Hubbie fetched me, 5:30pm at Ubi.. Headed to Marina Barrage.
Wuuuu... I thought only both of us ade kat c2... Hhaha! Skali.... Punyer la ramaaaiiii Oranggg..!
Haha! What i plan semua tak menjadi. Coz ramai sngt org. Lol. (=
Kite dapat duduk, tempat paling hujung. (=

Jeng jengg....! He gave me a rose. (= & a complete Accessories. Dalame ku aim that accessories.
Thanks Hubbie! hehe. (=
Oh yeah, I gave him a perfume. Hope he like it.

At About 8:30pm We vrrooom to Tanjong Pagar. Makan kat Railway.
Tak perna ku makan kat sane. hehe. =) After makan, we went back home.
Coz my leg cenot take it anymore. Haha. So Sorrie Hubbie. (=

Browse IT!

I love you, those three words have my life in them .. ..

Love without reason lasts the longest!

There is no feeling more conforting & consoling than knowing you are right next to your loved ones.

& Lastly, We promise to keep our promises. ^_*

Happy Happy Happy Happy Two Years Anniversary BAby!!

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for, Over again!

2008-12-23T13:20:00.000-08:00

Yesterday morning, Hubb & me went to Tampines, fer an appointment. erm. Just a few mins tingy. (= Then we headed to Tamp Mall. Maen game kat Arcade. LOL.
Then Hubbie sent me to Jalan Damai, to fetched my Princess. (=
So then, Hubbie left. (=
So Princess & I took a bus.... to Far East Plaza.
I need to buy something urgently. hah. So yeah, Pusing2 mcm nk giler. -_-
Da la cuaca nye sungguh HOT!! haha. Lagi2, ku pakai baju dua lapis. LOL. (=
Hmm. around 5pm, We both like... "erm mane nk p ehk"
Hahha. Dua dua da NO IDEA. So kire, dari Fareastplaza , we walk.....
Sampai Plaza Singapura.
Duduk, minum air, Talk talk. =) Tgk time da pukol 6plus.
So we decided to go back home la. Since da tak tahu mane nk p kan...
As we were walking...~ Nak ke bustop... Ana saw this Staircase.... TINGGI ...!! Haha. She so eager, wanna noe ade ape kat atas sane. haha!
While im with my heels, kaki da saket nie... LAYANkan ana...
Naek tangga tuu ngan die. =) & UR WELCOME ANA! ahaha.
Jeng jeng jeng!! Skali da sampai atass...
HAH!!! Ingatkan ade something interesting... Peypeow! (=
ok ok, Pictures speak a thousand words! Browse it kay!

Went Makan 1st, at Shaws. Then Sampai ke PS. duduk kat Tangga.

Ana posing with her New phone... & SHEEP! haha.

Can you see? Betapa tingginye tangga tu ... -_-' & Ana... Mau sabar jee nak tgk ade ape kat atas.. -_-'

Jeng jeng jeng!! We were Laughing Out loud! bile nampak ape yg kite nampak! haha!
& Ana pose & said "My school!" haha!

(Setakat Church tuu je kat atas tuu. Sabar sey.. Naek penat2. -_-)

Then, kite turun alek... Kuwang kuwang. Both of us da peluh mcm ape. Hahah. =)
............... We took a train to Eunos. =)
Skali da tap ezlink. Hykel called Ana, Ask wheather she's free to come down bedok.
Nak discuss pasal pit. -_-'
So we took a bus to Bedok.
Met them... Drg nak bobal, kat MENTARI la plak. haha. =) It was like 8 - 9 pm already.
Ana's mom keep calling her. Kuwang3.
So Haidzair wanna book a pit tru AXS. Too bad, semua da dibooked!
So we plan .. just a picnic. Will do huh. =)
So yeah, Hopefully jadi la.. This Saturday at ECP. =)
Time: 9:40pm. Tick tok! We both need to rush home!
Hahah.. Ana & I reached home at about 10 plus pm. =)
Thanks fer teman-ing me Ryhana. (=

Last pic fer the day at MENTARI. ^_*

P/s: Cant wait fer tomorrow!!!

2008-12-19T21:36:00.000-08:00

Went out with my sweet gfs. (=
We catch a movie at Tamp Mall. Twilight.
Omg. IM IN LOVE WITH ROBERT PATTINSON. I love the way he stare~
I love the way he talk~I love the way he kiss~ wUUUUuu...
Hahaha. My heart go BOOM! BOOM! BOOM! Lol.

We headed to Town, after that. Walk here & there. My leg was killing me. -_-'
We had our lunch at Far East Plaza. Oh dear, Chicken Noodle, tasteless.! -_-'
Thanks to dear Afiqa fer the treat!
I miss spending time with Fiqa & Mass. Haish.
& There it goes.... Tot of going to ECP. Skali tak jadi. So reached home at about 8pm. (=
Miss both of them... A lot. Gonna meet again, soon! (=

P/s: Ana, I hate yew okay.

I love the way yew pull ma hair~

2008-12-15T23:08:00.000-08:00

First of all, I wanna wish my Best Friend, Nur`Afiqa Idayu Bte Rahmat a Happy Birthday!
May all your wishes comes true. Sweet Seventeen seyy. (= Big Girl already. Don't naughty-naughty kay? Mauckz. I love you. Miss you truckloads.!

I went out with my dear Princess on Saturday. Last Min plan actually.
So we thought of going to Starbucks, Town. But then, Ryhana decide to go Airport. (=
Reached there around 4pm. We both kOkoo searching fer Starbucks, tak jumpe jumpe. Hah!
Skali we saw SwensenS. Hmmm... Ape lagi.... hahaha! We ordered Ice Creams & Fries only. (=
WuUuUu~ We took A LOTS of photos together! (=
Now you gOoooo.. Browse it!

On the way there, in Mrt. & Thats Ana with her Brownie Icecream and Me with Cruchie Chocolate Ice Cream. (=

We're just love the pole. -_-' We were at the carpark. Hah! This spot, we were laughing like hell! Hahaha. & Oh ana!! What's the aeroplane name? lol! Kite ketawe mcm nk giler sey. Dasyat. Actually bnyk pics time kat carpark nie. TERLALU bnyk. sampai penat nk upload. heh.!

At the Airport. & the huge Christmas tree...~

AT the viewing Hall. This was the time we talk talk & talkk~ Sampai balekkk..~

& Uh uh! Otw home... Can yew see the chinese & indian guy? Hah.
Both of them were so KEPO lookin at us when we were so bz snap-snaping. Hhaha. CAught them! lol

Jeng jeng jeng......

Loves this pic. (= Hope to meet my beuatiful princess again.
Dunoe when. Haha. Insya-Allah la before next year. heh!

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Today, went out with my dear honeys.
Thought of going to Swimming pool. Hmm! Sampai sane, Skali tutup. Thanks ahh.. (=
Then, we decide to catch a movie at Vivo City. BOLT. Quite cute la heh crite dier. haha.
Then we headed to Habourfront Coffee SHop. Had our Dinner.
Thenn Vrooom to Vivo City Again. Maen air kat Atas tu with my dear daughter.
Thennn.... Go back home! Isk.
Hope to meet my baby girl again.
Hopefully this time, jadi pergi swimming. (=
Or maybe... Pulau Ubin? Hmmmm.... Miss yew dear baby girl.

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Tag Reply:
Zaqia : Darling, you everytime main tangkaptangkap bear selalu dapat seh. I main banyak kali tk dpt2 . HAHAH And those bear, cuteeeeeee!
Owner: Tak la selalu. Ade tactic dier... Nak i ajar yew Zaqia? hehe. Mesti bolehnye. Ones u noe the tactic. hehe..

ira: yesh. be strong ; true love don't always go smooth always. mesti ade obstacle. be strong dear friend cos i know u are, hey. we've been friends since forever right? =) IMY babe.
Onwer: Oh yes Hunn. Hopefully everything will go on smoothly SOON. hehe. Muackz. IMYT! a-lot. (=

ryhANA: awkkk! aeroplane itu apa? hahaha! ;p my already! && i enjoy spending time with u earlier. ((:
Owner: OMG awak!! I wont ferget that man. Hahahha. Kekek kekek mcm nk giler eh kite due. SIOW. haha. I M Y darling!

2008-12-12T11:29:00.000-08:00

Feeling: Sick & Lonely

Hoping: He'll come back to me.

Wishing: He will stop scolding/shouting at me. & Stop using Vulgarities.

Dreaming: He is One in a Million.

Thinking: That He will always be there for me.

Wondering: Am I still the one He adore & Love.

Flash back: Today is the day I first met him . (2006)
I miss those days.

I'm feeling like dying. Coz my heart beats fer him.
I'm feeling like I'm losing myself. Coz He's part of me.
I'm feeling like crying. Coz He is my tears.
I'm feeling so sick. Coz He's making me addicted to him.
& I'm feeling so lonely.. Coz He's not here with me.

"Tangisan dalam ketawa

Sedu sedan menjadi syair cinta

Terasa ingin ku sentuh

Bayanganmu

Walau hanya seketika cuma

Agar hilang rindu dan dahaga

Agar pulih semangat kasih dan mesra

Seperti baru kenal cinta

Kenangan bersamamu kasih

Membakar gedung fikiranku kini

Terasa hidupku ini

Umpama mimpi dalam mimpi"

Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me
& I will love you, baby. ALWAYS

2008-12-11T16:57:00.000-08:00

Once upon a time there was an island, where all the feelings lived together.

One day there was storm in the sea and the island was about to get drawn.
Every feeling was scared but Love made a boat to escape.

Every feeling boarded the boat. one feeling was left.

Love got down to see who it was..

It was EGO..

Love tried and tried but ego wasn't moving also the water was rising.

Every one asked love to leave him and come in the boat, but love was
made to love.

At last all the feelings escape and Love dies with ego on the island..

Love Dies because of EGO.

The reason that ego and love are not compatible comes down to this:
you cannot take your ego into the unknown, where love wants to lead.
If you follow love, your life will become uncertain, and the ego
craves certainty.

2008-12-10T19:45:00.000-08:00

Missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you've seen them last or the amount of time since you last talked.
It's about that very moment when you're doing something and you wish that they were right there with you..

He is Blind. -_-'

I can't stand how much i need you, moron!

2008-12-09T11:29:00.000-08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Haji. (=
How's your raya readers? Dapat korban kan ape? =p Pape pun jgn korban kan diri sendri okay. (=

That day, i play this "tangkap2 bear" tingy. I spent $4. & I get this bear. kekrkekre..

The left hand side can move. Haha. Very cute .

So erm.. No plans fer today. I woke up late. -_-'
At night i have an appointment. Hopefully can close.
Insya-Allah.

Wondering when can meet all the girls. Nampak nampaknye..
Next year la gini.. I just can't wait to go Ice Skating. Hehehe. =)

Ok That's all fer today. Take care . Dont take drugs!

& I hate that I Love you So...

2008-12-07T23:38:00.000-08:00

Nothing much to update.
Hope everybody is doing fine.

Happy Raya Haji to all Muslims.
Enjoy-enjoy okay!

Look out the window on a rainy day & wonder if I'm feeling okay.

2008-11-30T12:28:00.000-08:00

Happy Belated Birthday Dear Daughter!
Nur Ferra Amiera Binte Noromchik turn one year older on November 27th, 2008.
Semoga panjang umur.. dimurahkan rezeki..
Belajar rajin rajin... Make ur Parents proud of u okay baby?
All the best in life.! I wish i cud be the understand mummy-to-be ok?
Love u hunny!

uH-uH, i MISS her father. Hhehee.. He was so busy from Friday till today.
I miss him truckloads. Mcm nk giler dibuatnye. Naseb baek dpt jumpe bb semalam fer few minits under my blk. Geee. Terubat cket la rindu di hati. =p
So later at 7pm, we will be going to Sentosa. Jemputan Kahwin, Dinner.
Wonder if i still cn fit in the dress. -_- I gain wt again.... now 70 KG!!! wow uh! -_-'
ape nak jadi pun tk tahu.. tkpe la. Senang hati. Jgn bb lari sudah. kwang3!
Hmm.. TAk sabar rasenye ingin bersua muka. geeee!

On the Friday nite. Dzulkhalif, Aziz, Arie, Ana & I had a conference. Sekejap je..
dEN tuttt tuuut...
End up i chitchat with Ana alone. From 12am till 4am. lol..
Ape aje yg kite due merepek bobal tah.. sampai tak sadar da kol 4 pagi. hhaaaa..!
Miss her. Ade org tu nk ajak kite kuwa nxt wk.. Hmmmmmm.....
LAu ajak 2 maknenye kene belanje kan? kuwangkuwangkuwang! Im lookin forward for that day hunn. =]

Oh man! Yesterday was a suckky day fer me!! Dini Afyra was not at home!!!
M.E.N.D.A.K. -_-' ZzZZzzz. She came back home je.. She "chak chak!" at me..
Then she hugg me.. So clever girl. I noe she misses me alot.
chey! Hhehee.

Ok laa.. thats all.. Nothing more to type here.
Taking care all!!